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      Published: 2014-10-02 Updated: 2018-03-04 Chapters: 94/? Words: 31445
****** The 'What happens when Muse's laptop dies' Drabble collection ******
by The_Readers_Muse
Summary
     This is basically a selection of drabbles I ended up posting on
     tumblr in various people's askboxes over the last few days while
     waiting for my new laptop to arrive. As you might have noticed, I
     don't handle boredom well. Naturally this has stretched into the
     months after receiving my new computer as it is convenient to put
     them all in one place.
     *Due to recent hate in my tumblr inbox, I feel the need to mention
     that many of these were written for friends and/or were experimental
     and meant for fun. I do not necessarily ship some of these pairings,
     but I do like to dabble, write for friends, and experiment - testing
     my skills as it were. So, please, each chapter is clearly marked,
     don't read if you know you are not going to enjoy the pairing.
Notes
     Disclaimer: I don't own The Walking Dead in any media type, wishful
     thinking aside.
     Authors Note #1: There are multiple different pairings contained
     within these chapters, all will be expressly marked in the chapter
     title. So, please use common sense and discretion while navigating
     through the chapters.
     Warnings: Spoilers for all seasons, including season 6
***** Tara/Beth written for faith5by5-1013 *****
She bit her lip, curious tongue smoothing over the rough bits as she watched
Beth - all willow-lithe and bendy - set up one of the tents.
She shuffled her feet, thighs rubbing together, subtle and unobtrusive as she
tried to take stock of the latest bombshell to befall them since they'd busted
out of Terminus.
Jesus H. Christ, the chick was sin incarnate.
Why the hell hadn't Glenn warned her?
***** Daryl/Glenn - written for psmith73 *****
"Will you quit squirming!" Daryl bit out, huffing and irritated from the
sleeping bag beside him.
He watched the man's breath plume in the frigid winter air. Limbs jerking, too
cold to shiver, as his body tried to normalize circulation the hard way.
Normally he'd just turn over, say nothing and just let it go, but tonight he
was overtired, cold and so not in the mood for this shit.
So, naturally, he had to be a smartass about it and press his luck.
"You offering to make me?" He snapped, irritated when it came out sounding like
his imminent smack down was more of an eventuality than a challenge.
Still, he had to admit he just hadn't seen it coming when Daryl grunted. Blue
eyes flashing in the low ember-light the second before he leaned over, grabbed
him around the middle and pulled him in.
"If we’re gonna freeze to death let’s give the others something to think about,
eh Chinaman?”
***** Daryl/Beth - written for jennifercarolyn *****
He wasn't good at all the little shit.
Hell, maybe he wasn't too good at the big picture neither.
But if there was one thing he wanted to be good at, it was her.
His Beth.
He'd planned it out in his head once. 
He'd had it all figured.
The words he'd say, the gestures - only she could shoot it all to hell with
just a look.
One smile and he was gone, past gone.
Hell, he was putty in her hands.
Powerful woman, that one.
He figured it ran in the family.
***** Tara/Beth - written for garciamorgans *****
She rubbed sweaty hands on her jeans, feeling every inch of the sinuous rasp as
nerve endings she didn't even know she had, sparked.
The mouth on her breast teased and licked.
Preacher's daughter had a mouth made for more than just singin', that was for
damn sure.
***** Daryl/Rick - written for ampkiss *****
The feel of stubble raspin' across his own was new.
So was the press of thin lips and the signature scent that rose up between them
when Rick's fingers started tuggin at his zipper.
He chewed on the inside of his cheek, conflicted but overeager.
Like he'd said, all this was new.
But he figured, that for this - for Rick - he could get used to it pretty damn
quick.
Especially if the other man kept doing that, that thing he was doing right
fucking now with his tongue and- 
oh fuck.
***** Daryl/Carol - written for captain-rapscallion *****
He wonders sometimes what his life woulda' been like if none of this shit had
ever happened.
It keeps him awake sometimes. Long nights spent thumbing that piece of jasper,
the same one he'd taken to carryin' around since they'd lost the prison. 
He'd never been that guy.
The person that dwells on all the ifs, ands, and maybes.
But hell if the thought of never having this - her - Carol - didn't rub him the
wrong way.
Wildfire or not, he'd take end of the world any day of the week.
***** Daryl/Beth - written for schwoozie *****
It was moments like this that she pretended to be asleep.
Fighting to keep her breathing even as callused fingers combed uncertainly
through her long blonde hair.
He always started out like that - hesitant - as if uncertain of his welcome. 
It wasn't until he started braiding that he hit his stride.
He always left the braid untied - unfinished - like a guilty child caught with
his hand in the cookie jar, he left the scene of the crime incomplete. The
loose ends curling and mussin' as the strands slowly started unwinding
themselves.
Perhaps he figured that so long as he didn't tie it closed, she somehow
wouldn't notice.
No fuss, no muss.
No chance of getting embarrassed.
Of getting caught in the open, blunt tips tangled in corn-silk yellow.
So she said nothing. Letting him have his moment - his little game.
But lord help her if she didn't smile every time.
***** Daryl/Carol - written for youwereneveraslicebitch *****
He fucked up the first time.
He wasn't too hot the second round neither.
But hell if the third time wasn't the charm.
He'd managed to get a handle on her by then, figuring out what she liked and
when, sussin' out her quirks and shit.
It was fine tunin' mostly.
Delicate work.
But it was worth it to watch her soar.
To muffle her cries under the weight of lips and tongue before dipping back
down to her center for a taste.
A man could get drunk on the looks she gave him after that.
***** Jenner/Jacqui - written for yearningflush *****
She didn't know how they'd survived.
Making the choice to stay - to end things on their own terms - had sort of been
the whole point.
The point of the relieved tears.
Of the trembling smile that'd spread across her face when she'd held his hand
in hers - a gentle clutch as the numbers counted down. 
But then, she supposed life was all about making a mockery of the things you
don't expect.
By the time they pulled themselves out of the rubble, the others were long
gone. Leaving them alone admits a ruined landscape, bloody and uncertain. 
Jenner blinked - hedging and uncertain - in the blinding afternoon sun. 
His face was like a child's, uncomprehending and awed.
"I don't, I- now what?" He rasped, turning to her instinctively, pale face
streaked dark with scoot and ash - lab coat burnt and singed around the collar.
She just smiled, lacing their fingers together. Strangely open to the idea as
something dangerously close to hope fluttered in her breast.
"Now we make the best of it."
***** Daryl/Rick - written for havers-barbara *****
The kiss was a rough press of close to thirty-five years of sexual repression.
It was too much and not enough.
It was that gray area between wrong and right.
It was one close call too many.
It was frustration and Daryl huffing into his skin. Tucking in like a starving
man in front of a banquet.
It was their kind of right.
 He grunted as the sting of canines nicked his jugular. It was more of a bite
than anything else - a vicious scraping of blunt edged teeth and inexperienced
nails that raked like claws down his sides.
But it was good,too good. 
Good enough that neither one of them was going to last.
A moan hitched, warbling up from the depths of his throat when-
“Fuck, i’m gonna- Rick!”
That was all it took.
And as he lay panting in the aftermath, he couldn't help but snort.
Because at the end of the day, he figured it made sense that Daryl would fuck
the way he fought, rough, quick-shot and dirty.
Truth was, he wouldn't have had it any other way.
***** Daryl/Carol - written for untapdtreasure *****
He wasn't exactly sure what she had in mind when she rolled them, sittin'
astride him - cocky, confident and nude as the first rays of dawn slitted
themselves through the dusty blinds.
She hummed, pleased as he sat still, content to let her do her thing as she
arched her back. 
Stretchin’ out the kinks that’d worked their way in while she’d slept.
Another shitty mattress.
Another night on the run.
The prison had spoiled them in a way, lettin ‘em get a shine for the finer
things.
It was just the two of them now - just him ‘n Carol. Neither of them were okay,
but they had each other.
These days that was sayin’ lot.
He didn't suppress the purr when her fingers scritch-scritched down his belly.
He didn't run from the things he wanted anymore.
He was done half-assing.
He'd learned that shit the hard way.
***** Rick/beard - written for hiddlesandreedus *****
There was a stuttered gasp.
A crash.
Distressed murmuring.
On the other side of the fire, Glenn started backing away, hands up in clear
retreat.
Daryl winced.
Judith stared wide-eyed and uncomprehending from the shelter of Carol’s arms.
Everyone around the fire was looking at him like they didn't know him - like
they'd never seen anything quite like him before and had no idea how to react.
The light wind chapped across the bare skin of his face, smooth in a way it
hadn't been since that first shave after waking up in the hospital.
The one with Morgan and Duane, god, years ago now.
The sensation was strange, hyper-sensitive and long missed.
No one had believed he’d do it.
To erase the only constant in their lives, save for the stink of moldering
flesh and the threat of old death.
But it had to go.
It was the end of an era. 
Ding dong, the grief beard is dead.
***** Milton/Andrea - written for tranimation *****
He was sweet - sweet in a way that the world - both then and now - had a habit
of swallowing whole.
He was conflicted, yet unexpectedly brave.
But most of all, he needed her -Milton needed her - and hell if that wasn't
something worth living for.
***** "Holy Water (unpoisoned)" - Daryl/Beth - written for elyneri *****
"Told you," she murmured. Nuzzlin' in all close 'n shit, diggin' herself deep
into the curve of his shoulder as he caught her running. Pulling her in as the
others caught up - happy - whole.
"Told you, you'd miss me," she hummed.
Her sweet blonde hair was a rat's nest, but he put his lips to it all the same.
He shook his head.
At the end of the day, he reckoned she wasn't wrong
***** Daryl/Carol - written for fairiesmasquerade *****
He still slept with one hand tucked underneath his pillow.
Blunt tips brushing across the hilt of his old buck knife - loose but present -
despite the fact that'd been close to twenty years since he'd needed to use it,
at least that way. 
There were some modes of paranoia that weren't meant to die, she supposed.
Lord knows that gut feeling had kept them alive more than once.
She didn't like to admit it, but it made her feel safe.
Protected.
It made her think of campfire nights - of the good times - of family. 
At the end of the day, that was why she figured the knife could stay.
As a mausoleum of remembrance to their past, present, and future.
An ode to peace of mind and better times.
She didn't talk much about the Glock she still carried around her with on the
bad days.
With Daryl, she didn't have to.
***** Daryl/Carol - written for lovesdaryl *****
He wasn't into all the fucking gushy stuff.
He didn't do all the shit Maggie and Glenn seemed to get off on doing - the
gestures - the looks - the public...whatevers.
And frankly, he didn't intend on startin' now.
It'd be weird as hell - outta character.
But sometimes, christ,  sometimes Carol would just give him this look, a look
that somehow managed to say at least seven thousand different things at once
and make him hard enough to pound rocks to boot.
And yeah, sometimes he figured he'd give her the fuckin' moon if she asked him
to.
***** Rick/Carol - written for yearningflush *****
Daryl had said he'd seen her back in Terminus.
He'd said it, but deep down, beyond the surface nod and the affirming grunt
he'd given at the time, he hadn't believed it. 
He hadn't let himself believe it.
They'd all been through too much - too much to pin their hopes on familiar
ghosts and waste away whatever time they had left hoping.
You didn't get second chances.
Even if the last thing you wanted in the world was to actually want them.
===============================================================================
 
He told himself over and over that he wasn't sorry for what he'd done.
For how he'd left her.
That he'd been justified.
Righteous.
He wondered how many more times he could look at himself in the mirror and say
it aloud - like he actually believed it.
He did a lot of wondering these days.
===============================================================================
 
But when she emerged from the treeline - all hesitant steps and bashful eyes -
Tyreese firm and exhausted at her side, he didn't think twice.
He stayed back as Daryl shot forward, one finger still half on the trigger of
his Colt as he stared across the clearing, uncomprehending - still.
She was here.
Alive. 
Dirty and pale and holding his child high and triumphant in her arms. 
He choked on a shuddering exhale.
Unable to shake the feeling that it felt a whole lot like the universe had
skipped a breath.
===============================================================================
 
He breathed into the curve of her neck, greedy and unapologetic as he soaked
her in. 
All of them.
"I'm sorry," he whispered, confused for a moment before he realized that the
tears trickling down his cheeks were his own, and that her face - Judith's face
- were glistening with them.
But she just tipped her head back, smiling, eyes sad but strong as a small
smile trembled around the corners, soft but growing all the same as her hand
cupped his cheek.
She brought him down until their foreheads brushed.
The sensation was feather-light and barely there but he didn't bother to temper
the signature flutter in his gut.
He was done lying to himself.
"I know, I'm sorry too."
***** Daryl/Carol - written for whowhatsitwhich *****
"What are you thinking about?" she asked, voice velvet on midnight, hushed and
tired. 
The light from the fire flickered, banking it'self on it's own rot as the log
he'd tossed into the dinky, marble fireplace half an hour before - unused and
practically decorative - slowly hissed into ember.
There hadn't been any time. No time to pick and choose the kindling slacked
neatly beside the side door - desperate to grab what looked half decent and
mostly dry before the storm set in.
His eyes flicked up, catching on the gleam of her half-closed lids, watching
her watch him from across the fire.
There was never enough time.
===============================================================================
 
"Will you come sit with me?" she asked, shivering under the pile of sweaters
and blankets he'd tucked close around her after he'd secured the little
carriage house they'd stumbled onto after the attack.
He could practically hear the echoes. The way he'd kicked the door shut behind
him as he'd carried her to the couch, anger and denial screaming through each
and every inch of him as she hummed some damn tune soft in the back of her
throat, lying to the both of them when she told him that it didn't hurt. That
she didn't need anything when he'd nudged the canteen close to her side.
That she'd be alright.
She just needed some rest is all.
===============================================================================
"Daryl?"
He kept his gaze firmly on the floor, refusing to listen as her breathing grew
shallow, coughing and rasping as her silver head retreated further and further
into the mound of blankets.
"Daryl, please?"
His knees drew up tight to his chest on their own accord.
Counting the grains in the dirty hardwood as he watched the shadows shift and
warp - spreading across the span of the tiny cabin as the hours grew small.
===============================================================================
 
"I love you..."
His lips twitched.
But the words he'd meant to say in return, fled.
He looked down at the floor, trying to memorize the soft maple treads,
realizing that somewhere along the line, he'd lost his place.
===============================================================================
 
He didn't need the silence that spanned out afterwards - skittish and accusing
- to tell him she was gone.
***** Tara/Beth - written for emeraldkitten *****
The irony was she didn't need the surprised exclamations or the tears to know
that the sweet little spit-fire with the messy blonde hair - rocking the 'girl
next door' vibe like it was going out of style - was the old man's daughter. 
She had his quiet presence all over her.
Daddy's girl.
Fact was she could relate.
Still, it wasn't like she could use it as a starting point or anything. To sit
down beside her for some good old fashioned girl talk and open with: 'hey, I
just lost my dad and my entire family and oh yeah, I am also indirectly
responsible for you losing yours, look at how much we have in common?' 
She might be a bit out of practice with the whole talking up a potential
girlfriend thing, but hell if she was that bad.
===============================================================================
 
She sighed, shaking her head as she turned away. Lilly had always known what to
say. It didn't matter the situation, she'd always had the perfect Hallmark card
reply.
God, she was doomed to be sexless and alone for the rest of her god damned
life, she just knew it.
===============================================================================
 
So, really, to say she hadn't been expecting it when the blonde in question sat
down beside her that night around the fire, flashing her a sweet smile as she
handed her a small little canteen, was a bit of an understatement
"Hi, I'm Beth."
She embarrassed herself by promptly choking on a mouthful, making them both
laugh as she spluttered around the rim of the canteen and something that
definitely wasn't water as the others shot them concerned looks from their
sleeping rollings.
But Beth's eyes just sparkled, daring her to say a word as the little sprite
mimed taking another sip.
The looks only made them laugh the harder.
And yeah, preacher's daughter might just have a bit of the devil inside her
after all.
***** Daryl/Carol - written for psychoanthrowalker *****
The mornings were the sweetest, that handful of moments where everything about
him was malleable - easy.
Moments where he'd let her pull him back under the covers, chilled toes
tangling. 
Moments where she could warm him up to the idea of a lie in.
===============================================================================
 
They'd all changed in some way since all this began - what with wildfire and
the end of things - but she liked to think that out of all of them, perhaps
Daryl had changed for the better.
***** Rick/Tyreese - for tumblr anon *****
It was loss that brought them together. Mutual circumstances of shared tragedy
that had no business being as easily relatable as they actually were.
He'd decided a long time ago, a few years after he'd lost Lori, that he
wouldn't question it. That he wouldn't deny himself the possibility of solace -
comfort - love -whatever the form it came in.
Retrospectively, it was probably the only decision he'd made since waking up in
that hospital bed, a mess of pale skin and dead wires, that hehadn't come to
regret.
What they had existed in the spaces in between.
In the quiet moments.
The ones where the darkness masked their expressions and they had to go by
touch alone.
Touch to please.
Touch to comfort.
Sometimes, on the bad days, even wound.
He'd never said what they had was perfect.
But at least it was something.
Perfect was askin' a hell of a lot these days.
 
***** Daryl/Carol - written for mikymowse *****
Her hands whispered down sleeping skin, warm and damp as the body underneath
shifted restlessly.
He was looking for her, that much she knew.
He liked to feel her against him when they slept.
Reassurance.
But in all honesty she lived for the moments like this.
When his skin was a dark canvas that was hers alone to explore.
Hers alone to taste.
To smell and burrow deep.
Hers alone to conquer.
She could be selfish in the dark.
Bold.
After all, it wasn't like he was complaining.
***** "It's a shot in the dark (but I'll take it)" - Carol/Tara - for anon on
tumblr *****
She knew it sounded corny, but Tara's soft smiles and wiggling brow reminded
her of college.
Of fall colors and experimentation behind closed doors.
You had to be quieter about things like that back then, a little more willfully
blind. But they'd happened all the same.
It was human nature to be curious - to want.
===============================================================================
The funny thing was that Tara wasn't anything like Rochelle. 
She was a smart mouth for one.
All quirky angles, subtle muscles and giving flesh.
Host to a fearless sort of bravado she hadn't known what to do with in the
beginning, but had quickly warmed up to all the same.
Rochelle had been mouse quiet and unassuming, expecting her to take the lead
when one thing led to another and suddenly they were sprawled across her
mattress, fingers intertwined - a mess of tangled bra straps and crumpled
chemistry notes. While Tara was a megaphone to Rochelle's tepid whisper any day
of the week.
And honestly, just like she had in that tiny little dorm room all those years
ago, she was forced to admit that she was completely out of her depth.
===============================================================================
Only this time she wasn't the only one around to notice it.
===============================================================================
"What 'ya doing with police academy hopeful?" Daryl asked one night, eyes at
half mast as Maggie and Beth - still limping and scarred from her ordeal at the
hospital - appeared on the edge of the clearing, an armful of kindling each.
"I don't know," she admitted, lacing and unlacing her fingers together as a
frustrated sigh escaped from her lip unbidden. Tasting that possibilities on
her tongue as Tara met her stare boldly - glittering cat-eyes in the half dark
- as she unrolled her sleeping bag, smoothing out the wrinkles with a series of
lithe movements that caused the front of her shirt to pull tight across her
breasts.
It felt like the first honest thing she'd said in a months.
***** Merle/Beth - written for The Meth Lab *****
He'd never seen harm in lookin' - in satisfying his curiosity the old fashioned
way - with his god damned eyes. But hell if it wasn't eatin' him up inside.
Because she smiled too easy, too bright, too open for the likes of him to
understand
He didn't understand people like that. People who wore their intentions, their
emotions, square on their sleeves. Parading around like they didn't care, like
the idea of some asshole comin' along and rippin' it all down didn't even
register. 
Only problem was, preacher's daughter had started lookin at him with that same
god damn expression. Like she was tryin' or figure him out or some shit.
Sending him promises he knew neither of them could keep when they met eyes over
the fire. 
He weren't blind. He could see the invitation there plain as day. It was like
teasing some old hound just to watch him crawl. Hell, part of him wanted to
pick her up by those deceptively strong little shoulders and shake the sense
back into her.
He weren't gonna stand for it though. No sir. He knew where he fit in in the
scheme of things. For better or worse he knew his place in the world. And hell
if sonny Christ boy was likely to throw him a favor now. Not after everything
he'd done. 
She wasn't meant for the likes of him. Hell, she wasn't meant for the likes of
anyone. She was too good for that. Too young and unspoiled. If heaven was real
he reckoned it would have her sweet voice floatin' on the breeze.
She was the whole package and worse she didn't know what was good for her. She
needed to be kept safe. From him. From everyone. Because the truth was, at the
end of the day, he was just selfish enough to make sure the both of them died
unhappy. 
***** Milton/Merle for carylfan84 *****
“What are you up to, four eyes?” Merle grunted, good hand braced across the
counter in front of him, spread palmed – dominant. The crooked fan of his ring
and pinky fingers caressing the edge of one of his notebooks as the sounds of
the watch changing - a mixture of tired grumbles and forced laughter - filtered
in from outside.
A bubble of hysteria rose high in his throat. Oh god, what had he been
thinking? Exactly how had he thought this would be a good idea? That someone
like Merle would be receptive to even so much as a hint of his-
“Merely posing a hypothetical question," he countered, adjusting his glasses
carefully. Trying to own every inch of his steady expression, despite the fact
that his skin was practically crawling under the weight of the man's squinty
glare. 
He pursed his lips, already swimming in self doubt.
Thiswasn't what he'd practiced.
He'd been ready.
Prepared.
He'd made notes.
Weighed the probabilities and percentages. 
Only he'd gone and ruined it by just blurting it out all at once!
It wasn't his fault. How was he supposed to know the man was just going to stop
by and be all - well - distracting.
"Maybe I don't swing that way, huh? Maybe I'll knock your squirrely little
teeth in, just for the assumption?" Merle shot back, rocking back on his heels
with a bare-toothed grin, something that made him think of a predator pulling
back it's teeth. "Maybe I ain't used to being the prey, the one being pursued."
"Maybe its time to broaden your horizons," he challenged, taking the verbal hit
and rolling with it. Unsure of exactly where the sudden bravery was coming from
as he met the man's surprised stare dead on. Knowing instinctively that showing
even the smallest sign of weakness would be a fatal mistake.
Silence reigned for a few long beats - enough that he felt the start of a half-
panicked flush spreading down the curve of his throat - before the man himself
finally broke it. 
 
"You've got a set on 'ya, I'll give 'ya that," Merle returned, barking out a
laugh - all twisting lips and dark eyes - like his mouth was unused to the
expression. "Let's just hope, for the both our sakes, that you've got a tool to
match, four-eyes."
"Only one way to find out," he returned, firm and almost dismissive as he
nudged the man's stump out of the way and tidied a stack of papers, feigning
confidence - like he propositioned half feral red-necks every other Thursday -
trying desperately to remember what he'd been doing before the man had startled
him.
"Swing by my place tonight after I'm done on the wall then. Quiet like,
understand?" Merle told him with a nod, sending him a dark look and a wriggling
brow that did remarkably little to soften the tension lurking in his shoulders.
"You can read me to sleep, science boy," he sassed, waving a book he hadn't
noticed he'd come in with, in a lazy half circle above their heads.
It was only when Merle slouched out of the room, leaving him alone in the
familiar comforts of his lab, that he allowed himself to slump. Falling back
into his chair with an explosive rush of air that sent the dust bunnies
scurrying for cover.
Oh god.
 
He did it.
He had a date.
 
A date with Merle Dixon.
...Now what?
***** Bethol (Carol/Beth) for anon *****
There were time when she wondered.
Wondered what her life would have been like if the world had stayed like it
was.
Wondered what she would have done when she finished college - started college.
Daddy had always said that there was no use lookin' back. 
That the past was the past and there was nothing they could do to change it.
All they could do was try and make the best of the present. 
But she couldn't help it sometimes.
 
She wanted to remember.
Had to.
Sometime she swore it was the only thing that kept her going.
Remembering how things used to be.
Back when there wasn't a jagged scar on the inside of her wrist.
And the weight of one too many deaths keeping her awake at night.
 
But then Carol would turn over beside her - sleeping restlessly - stray limbs
searching her out across the filthy mattress they were calling home this week.
Fingers sleepily mapping out the arc of her hip and the curve of her breast
before settling - expelling a warm breath just behind her - on the center of
her chest.
Adding another layer over her heart as the woman's breaths deepened, lulling
them both sleep.
And honestly, she couldn't imagine anywhere else she'd rather be.
 
***** Daryl/Sasha - for chestertonsfence *****
She was dirty.
He was worse.
Then again, he was always worse.
Still, that didn't stop her from pushing close, crowding him into the closest
room that didn't smell to high heaven and trying her best to rip what was left
of his clothes clear off.
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They didn't talk much.
Not this time.
Not any time really.
She hadn't had much to say since they'd lost Bob.
Since Tyreese had-
===============================================================================
"Sasha," he rasped, post-coital and rough in that way that never failed to get
her motor running. It was the kind of voice a man gets when he's
positivelyswimming in that warm haze of satisfaction, prick limp and wet at the
tip, threatening to drool across his quivering belly as he stared at the
ceiling, hand over his eyes like it was the only thing keeping his lids at
half-mast.
"Hmmm?"
There was a pause after that. Like he was figuring it out for himself before he
spoke again.
"It's just- I always wondered. Never known nobody with that kind of name
before."
She quirked a brow, wondering where that had come from as she shifted across
the dirty carpet, ignoring the twinge in her back from where he'd slammed her
up again the side of a desk, scrabbling for leverage after she'd wrapped her
legs around his waist and nearly sent through right through the wallpaper.
"It's Russian or Greek - depends on who you ask," she replied, breathing in
slowly. Trying to figure out where his head was at as the tart of unwashed skin
melded with the deep moldering loam of old growth and wet wood.
Even fresh out of the shower, he still smelled like that.
Like the forest and wilder things.
Tyreese had commented on it once, back when they'd still had the prison. Saying
something about not being able to wash away who you were.
The irony of that, now that she thought of it, was more than a little
heartbreaking.
"It means 'defender of man,'" she said, voice trembling. Finishing the thought
more because she knew if she didn't do something with her mouth she'd probably
end up crying.
And while he didn't ask, she found herself offering the rest up freely.  
Realizing the same moment she said it that she wanted to. She wanted him to
know. Wanted him to remember, just in case she-
"I asked my mom about it once," she told him, roughing the ragged point of her
nail against the dusty shag-carpet. "She said it was because someone had to
keep my brother out of trouble."
The breath he expelled across the back of her neck might of been a laugh.
Flirting with the musty dark as he turned away - close, but no longer touching.
With him it was always hard to tell.
 
***** Caryl/Daryl - for memoriesinatrunk *****
Chapter Summary
     Tumblr ask: *whispers* What if Carol did a few soft core porns, to
     pay for college. Nothing dirty, just cheesy soft core. And then at
     the ASZ Daryl happens to find one and watch it. I'm horrible and I'm
     going to hell. LOL
"It was in college, Daryl. College. Can we not talk about this?" Carol groaned,
running a hand through her short hair. Rolling her eyes at him before trying to
make a valiant escape out the door of the trailer they were sharing. Daryl hot
on her heels and host to a stunned expression that seemed caught halfway
between disbelief and a manic sort of awe that transformed his usual squinty
expression into something like a kid on Christmas morning.
Glenn wasn't completely sure what he'd walked in on, but he knew two things
immediately. 
One, he wished he had popcorn. Maybe even one of those cinema chairs with the
arm rests that you could lean back in.
And two, was that the faded VHS cover Daryl was fisting - of an curly red head
posing in a short blue dress and a whole lot of skin - did
absolutely nothing to hide his boner.
***** Daryl/Carol for equuleus86 *****
He wasn't sure why, but he always expected her to be quiet.
To articulate herself in melodious baseline grunts and streams of garbled
nonsense as her fingers dug deep down to the quick and he could feel the skin
trying to part - split.
Only she wasn't. 
She didn't.
She used words like knives until he was falling apart before her.
High on the heat of her pleasure as he shuddered into her and tried to make
sense of the little death she'd just wrung out of him, easy as breathing.
Carol did a lot of that, come to think of it.
Catching him off guard 'in shit.
***** Daryl/Carol for whowhatiswhich *****
It wasn't just that she wanted. It was that she wanted him to want.
She wanted him to show her he wanted. Wanted her.
She knew he did, of course, but knowing and seeing were two very different
things and frankly she was tired of waiting for the curtain call.
At least, that was the excuse she gave herself when she backed him into the
kitchen counter after he, Aaron and Eric came back from their run and kissed
the stale right out of his mouth.
Smiling over her shoulder as she smiled and flounced away.
Leaving the ball firmly in his court as his chest shuddered through the
aftermath.
Licking at his lower lip like he was chasing her taste as he struggled to take
the ball back into her court and towards the hoop.
***** "Prosciutto (your ass on a platter)" - Daryl/Olivia for anon *****
He was sitting outside the pantry in the shadow of the eaves, taking a long
drag from the stub of his cigarette when he heard it.
Those two new idiots Spencer had let in last week. Talkin' shit like usual.
Except this time he only had to listen to a handful of words before he was
shooting to his feet, spittin' mad and just fuckin' waitin' for them to turn
the corner.
"Think she'd blow me if I bagged that boar she's been yakking about?" Lucas
asked with a clear sneer. Bean-pole tall, balding and lanky. Tone making his
lip curl into a snarl when the man spat out a wad of chew with a sickening hork
of sound.
"You'd probably just have to try and she'd treat ya," Jason replied, clearly
uninterested as his bored New York drawl tripped up the syllables. The usual
metallic click-clink-click-clink of that rose-gold lighter he was always
dicking around with grating like the opposite of static in the background.
"You're right," Lucas laughed, spitting again as their shadows lengthened.
Looming closer and closer as he tucked his hands underneath his armpits, leaned
up against the wall and waited. "That fat bitch is probably desperate by now.
Isn't like she was getting any before all this. Figures we'd get here just in
time to be left with the scraps. Oh well, a mouths a mouth, right?"
His eyes narrowed dangerously.

Olivia was a god damned peach.
Aint hurt one no or nothin' and worked her ass off to boot.
She was a ball of sass - sharp when it came to wit but as sweet as creamed
honey when it all came down it.
The two men startled when they rounded the corner and found him waitin' - hands
automatically going to where their guns might have been a few weeks previous.
He just glared. Content to watch them fumble around a bit before Lucas took a
solid step back for good measure. Put off by his scowl as he straightened and
threatened to close the gap.
He was just about to let 'em have it when the woman herself slammed the door to
the pantry wide open. Surveying the two assholes with an arched brow and a
withering stare. Vengeful and poised like only woman scorned could be as she
shook her head and made a shooing motion at them
"Whatever you boys are plannin' to start you better take it elsewhere, now. My
Pantry isn't the place. Understand?"
Lucas frowned, scratching at the straggling hairs on his chin like he'd already
lost control of the situation before he'd even opened his god damned mouth.
Jason just looked bored, click-clicking that same lighter back and forth - back
and forth - back and-
"Oh and Lucas? Don't you worry about that boar," Olivia added, diabolically
sweet and with just enough inflection to kill as she adjusted the hang of her
purple scarf and brushed imaginary crumbs off her shirt. "It's probably for the
best. After all, I'd imagine it'd be pretty hard to tell you and the pig apart
- especially when it came to the butchering."
The stunned silence that followed was a thing to behold. But Olivia seemed
oblivious, turning to face him like the other two were no more important than
the wet of morning dew on your clothes before the sun burned it off. Smiling so
damn wide and kind the expression was in danger of getting swallowed by her
dimples as she crooked a finger at him and smacked her thigh like a whip-crack.
"Now com'on inside, honey. I got somethingextra special for your food hamper
this week."
He liked to think that the shocked looks on their stupid mugs would make 'em
stay that way - all permanentlike.
God knows it would certainly be an improvement.
***** Abraham/Daryl - for anon *****
They'd been on the road for too long. 
Hell, he knew that was an understatement by now. But he was tired of nursing
the bottle whiskey in his pack and listening to the mother dickin' silence.
Terminus had knocked them right on their ass. 
No food. No water. No nothing.
But after Eugene? The hospital? Maggie's sister?
The shit had hit the fan on an entirely different level.
Even the baby had clearly had enough. Sobs turning into wails, then downgrading
to those muted little whimpers that turned out to be worse than the screaming.
He'd had to stop himself from reaching over more than once to snatch her up.
Caught in that weird place that every parent finds themselves in when with an
crying kid.
Hell, when his kids had been that age he'd-
Fuck.
===============================================================================
 
He peeled off from the others with the excuse of taking a piss. Wading through
the long grass until he couldn't hear anything from the road. Not the scuff of
worn soles. No unhappy baby-gurgles. No distant groans from the small group of
walkers that were tailing them. Just a different kind of silence. Better. Where
he could take his thoughts one at a time and not have to worry about who was
watching. Who was lagging behind. Who was losing the battle with dehydration
and exhaustion the fastest and where the hell they were going to put up roots
for the night with that herd still following close.
He hissed in a breath when a stick cracked somewhere just ahead of him.
 
Walker.
He raised his gun and crept forward.
 
Letting the subtle sound of the forest cover his approach as he rounded the
side of a wide-spread tree and-
===============================================================================
 
It wasn't a walker.
It was fucking Daryl Dixon with his pants around his god damned ankles, hand
firm around his prick. 
It was Daryl fucking Dixon, cheeks red-flushed and pretty with arousal as a
pearl of pre-cum pooled opaque just beside his thumb.
The curse building in the back of his throat strangled itself into something
embarrassingly close to interest.
Daryl just stared, right hand caught red-handed, the other resting on the
sheath of the knife strapped to his hip - weary but noticeably relaxing.
So, for lack of a better plan, he just stared back.
Tasting the difference in the silence as the younger man chewed on the inside
of his cheek - considering.
He looked down, following the man's gaze as Daryl eyed him - dark and just a
little bit promising - through the strings of his fringe. Taking in the bulge
firming in the front of his trousers with a raised brow.
He forced himself to be damningly unapologetic about it when he tipped his chin
and met the man's eyes straight on.  Challenging him to say something before
Daryl suddenly dropped the sexual equivalent of a god damned bombshell and let
the fingers of his right drift back to curl around his head. Thumbing the crown
lazily as honest surprise made tracks across his face. Not exactly sure what he
should be saying on the matter other than the fact that a sight like that could
certainly do something to a man. Something like wanting to take one hell of a
chance that this wouldn't blow up in his face and offer to replace the man's
hand with his own. Wanting to see the expression when he came as that strong,
sweat-slicked throat offered itself up for the taking.
His imagination always had been a little wild. 
Still, the fact that the man was still sporting those fucking bedroom eyes and
not exactly hurrying to put his cock away certainly didn't fuckin' help.
Mother Dick.
***** Abraham/Sasha - for anon *****
It was the god damned wedding ring that did it.
That brought everything back home.
That reminded him how he'd stalled - gotten stuck - ever since all of Eugene's
lies had come crashing down.
Or at least that one big one.
Reg's wedding band was one of those rings that showed it's age but still shone
bright.
Something that'd been tended to, preserved, just as much it'd been well loved.
It made him feel like shit.
Because in all honesty, even before all this, it'd always been Ellen who'd
remembered to get on his case about that stuff - who'd cared.
Never him.
===============================================================================
 
He hadn't realized how much he'd relied on other people to get through this
mess - Ellen, the kids, Eugene - until he'd cracked his knees on that blacktop
and died inches in the privacy of his own mind.
Staring blankly into a whole lot of nothing as Eugene's blood dried tight
across his knuckles.
But he hadn't been alone.
Sasha had been right along there with him for the most part.
Misery loves company, he guessed.
Only now, she was smiling on her own again.
Working through it.
And he was left doing wheelies in the dust.
Call him a petty bastard, but he hated everything about it.
Hell, even hatedher - if he was being honest.
===============================================================================
 
That whole time in the car he'd just been itching to ask.
To know.
Manically desperate, but ultimately too proud to ask.
How?
How did you did you do it?
How did you get from where you were to where you are now?
Can you tell me?
Can you teach me?
===============================================================================
 
Sometimes he wondered if the truth, her truth, whatever it was that had gotten
her back on track was hiding behind her lips.
Just waitin' for the taking.
But then again, sometimes he had really bad ideas when he had a gut full of
whiskey and nothin' much else.
***** Dawn Lerner is 'Dawnus Christ' - for anon *****
Chapter Notes
     Prompt: You know what would be awesome? If Dawn was the one who
     survived getting shot in the head and comes back. I would pay the
     writers good money to see her back. Besides the salt that'd generate,
     I actually really liked her.
"I thought you were weak."
"You've proved me wrong."
===============================================================================
She was reborn with the grit of dirt caught between her teeth.
Swallowing dark clumps of moist dirt as her hands wormed their way out of
blanket she'd been wrapped in - choking and gasping.
Hands spearing up and up and up through the loamy soil as the songs sung out
before the end rebounded inside her aching skull.

"Every sacrifice we make needs to be for the greater good."
"If we hadn't saved you, you'd be one of them right now, so you owe us."
The taste of iron-red was overwhelming as the loose soil crumbled - parting
around her clawed fingers.
Threatening to rebury her - suffocate her - kill her - just like they'd tried
to.
Just like they'd wanted to.
"If we take we give back, its only fair."
Her hand broke ground curled into a brutal fist.
Angry and violent as the open air cooled the rivulets of sweaty-red that
streamed sluggishly from the ruined tips of her fingers.
"One of yours for one of mine."
She pulled herself out of the shallow grave like screaming.
Like dying.
Like she'd skimmed the barest edges of Hell with her toe-tips and had come out
of it blessed.
"It wasn't me."
"It wasn't me."
"It wasn't me."
"It wasn't-"

"What was your name?" A man rasped, unfamiliar voice rebounding as her eyes
snapped open. Blinding herself on the rays of a dying sun. Squinting through a
field of wheat - long overgrown and gone to seed - as they stared right back.
She hissed through dirty teeth, blinking past a fresh tide of red trickling
down from the pulsing maw of splintered bone and matted hair that lined her
forehead as she tried to make sense of it.

Was?

"Dawn, Dawn Lerner," she croaked, letting her hand curl up again - like a
threat and a promise all melded into one as the two of them shared a look that
went beyond knowing and tripped into recognition when she struggled to get
herself up onto her elbows. Refusing to let herself crumple when everything in
her was screaming for release.

"What is your name?" The other asked, long hair skirting high cheekbones. Host
to predator-dark eyes that might have once even been kind. Suddenly reminded of
something her father had told her before he'd passed. Something that'd stuck
with her. Defined her. Made her. Even when everything she'd known had broken
down into pieces and left her with less than nothing.
Who lives?
Who dies?
The only thing that matters is who tells your story.
Her voice was strong when she said it. Believing it, just like they did as the
one who'd spoken first extended his hand - welcoming her home.
"Wolf mother."
 
 
***** Deanna Monroe/Reg Monroe *****
They'd built the walls to keep the monsters out.
To keep people safe.
To keep their children safe.
To recreate what had been lost.
To learn how to rise solid and safe from the ashes.
They'd never wavered from that.
Never regretted it.
Not once.
But when Spencer exhaled anger and whiskey-breath across her face, angry words
wrong and over harsh as they left normally kind lips, she realized there was a
difference between armor and a shield.
***** "Chariot ( because the gods need three wheels to ride home)" - Daryl/
Carol/Beth - dark!verse *****
Chapter Summary
     This is dedicated to certain people within the twd fandom for their
     efforts in encouraging a safe space for creative expression and
     imagination. To those that follow the cardinal rules of fandom that
     state: "thou not like, thou dost not fucking read." To those that
     don't make people feel like shit for no good reason because they
     disagree with something someone writes or draws or says. To those
     that don't make people second guess themselves for trying new things
     and experimenting because of the backlash they might get because of
     it. To those that respect peoples' agency and who understand that
     fandom is completely different from reality.
     Naturally that was all sarcasm.
     Suck my dick.
His mouth was stale and desert-dry when both his girls came slinking up to
claim him. Demanding his attention in that way they did. Pulling at his clothes
to get him bare, cock fat and weeping-proud against his belly as he watched
them kiss above him – on top of him. Smirking a bit as he watched their fingers
intertwine before they slicked down his cock together with eager tongues.
Mouthing along the head with curling kitten-licks before running their hands
down him – each other – squeezing, pinching, twisting just like they’d been
before-
They were still blood spattered and high from the fight. Still able to taste
the sour tart of walking death on their tongues, ears ringing from the screams
of the group of assholes who’d tried to rob them blind in the night. By the
time he and his girls were done with them he almost felt sorry for them.
Almost.
Carol had slit three of their throats before they’d realized they’d mis-
counted. Panicking and stampeding around in the dark as Carol danced nude in
the midnight shadows. Beth had been a vision in the arterial spray – bare
nipples pebbled under a rain-soaked halter top and nothing else as her knife
flirted with the same red. For his part, he’d stayed where he’d been from the
start, pants around his ankles, cock out and slick with Carol’s juices,
watching his girls work.
It was the noise that’d drawn them, the walkers and the group. And not for the
first time either. It had become a habit. Getting off on the danger, the blood
– the rush. In fact, the first time had been much the same. They’d been braced
up against a tree when his bolt had pierced that walker’s eye. They’d been
teasing him, stretchin’ things out as he buried his hands in Carol’s wispy-
short hair and pretended like he was brave enough totug. Beth had been as loud
as anything after that – keeping nothing back – singing out her pleasure until
she pitched into slurs and finally over-sensitive whimpers. Carol just smiled –
quiet – more interested in the sounds she could rip from the both of them
rather than the other way around.
Personally, if he was being honest, he liked it even better when Beth settled
herself on his face - suffocating, demanding and velvet-warm - while Carol rode
him home. Like the second time it had happened where Beth and Carol had gone
for their guns before the walkers could make it out of the treeline and he was
left with a sore jaw when he nipped her clit mid-aim and her thighs had
clenched around his face.
Hell, just thinking about it on the off time he was alone never failed to make
him come with a brutal, visceral sounding grunt he could always feel building
like a thunderstorm all the way down in the curl of his toes. Blurting a
generous smear of milky-white across his fist because honestly, he was getting
too god damned old to be coming in his fucking trousers.
His girls were works of art without owners.
Wild, free, and completely uncompromising when it came to hinging on their
creativity.
And hell if he’d have ‘em any other way.
But this time, neither one of them asked about the angry, raised little scratch
that stood out on Beth’s delicate little wrist. Highlighting the virgin-pale
just below the bold of the vein - leaving her with matching marks of regret –
twinned scars of two very similar fights. One she’d won and the other she would
not.
Instead they came together like it was the first time.
Like it was their last time.
After all, they’d made that promise to each other a long time ago.
It was together, or nothin’.
***** Tara/Carol - for Liddy and onedayyoujustchange *****
After the accident in the warehouse she tended to find herself hanging around
Carol's more often than not.
It was one of those slow building things.
A lot like the low, throbbing headaches she still got.
She liked watching Carol move, mostly.
It was stupid, wrong even, but she got off on it.
Watching those capable hands in disguise.
It made her itch for the day half of her hoped never came and the other half
yearned for.
Because hell if the thought of those same hands curling around the barrel of a
Glock didn't do it for her.
***** Rosita/Spencer - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Anon wanted: "I'd love to see a Rosita/Spencer one, where Sasha tells
     Rosita what Abe did, so she goes to Spencer for comfort. No smut,
     just fluff like hugging and stuff."
Juliet Marillier once wrote "Nothing comes without a price."
And while it wasn't exactly Shakespeare, she figured it got the point across.
Nothing was free.
Especially when people said it was.
These days sometimes not even kindness.
Favors were done with the intention of a return - a standing IOU to be
collected at a later date.
Obligations. A cup of sugar. A spare bullet. A meal. A kind ear. It was all the
same animal.
So when Spencer sat down on the bench beside her, a tanned blur of stubble and
faint frown lines illuminated by the lantern at her feet, the first thing that
came to mind as she wiped angrily at her cheeks - clearing her throat like it
wasn't obvious she'd just been crying - was how much his solidarity was going
to cost her.

Then he started talking.
He told her about charity dinners and fake people.
About things she'd never really thought about, things that came part and parcel
with being a Congresswoman's son.
And in the end, when he moved a couple inches closer, face open, maybe needed
this just as much as she did, she forgot about obligations, favors and IOUs.
For once, she just accepted what was being offered and let it draw her out. 
Shaking with quiet sobs into the strong of his chest as he did the same.
Easing each other through it as the night lost it's hold and dawn streaked the
sky with the colors of a new day. 
Reminding her, whether she was ready for it or not, that new possibilities -
better ones - might come rolling in right along with it.
 
***** Carol & Rick - untapdtreasure *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Carol & Rick - resolution
The tricky thing about a life - about saving a life - was that it didn't have a
price.
There was nothing he could do or say that would ever measure up to what she
deserved.
For what she'd done - for him - for all of them, well, there was no word or
gesture in existence that could ever measure up.

So maybe it was a personal failing, but after the moment the expected words
flew free from his tongue, honestly- he didn't even try.

He just had to trust she knew.
And she did.
In her own way.
Resolution was a word used by liars.
A word for petty people with petty problems, petty apologies for petty crimes.
Not for this.
Not for them.
For better or worse, they were beyond it.


***** Glenn/Survival - for moses-parts-the-hailstorm *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "For your prompt request Glenn, alive ;)"
He lost something when they fell.
Almost like the life Nicholas took had been an act that'd leeched through to
affect his own.
Like for that small, smattering of seconds he'd followed him somehow.
Straying down pathways and alleys that weren't meant for the living - but
rather, the dead.
He blinked, ears ringing, seeing double as Nicholas - a figure now cut entirely
in shades of grey - rose up from inside his own skin. 
 
He choked on the man's name when Nicholas paused, half crouched beside him -
caught in the act of trying to touch as pale fingers seemed to slip right
through him.
But the emotion that passed through in it's wake was like words.
Regret. Sorrow. Determination.
The image of him flickered like a flame guttering in it's own melt as he looked
around, the cords in his neck straining.
Frowning like every part of him was struggling to hang on just a little bit
longer before the man suddenly froze.
Face warped between a smile and a scream as Nicholas' arm streaked up and
pointed towards-
 
He slammed back into his own body as blood fountained up from the ruin of
Nicholas' chest.
Pinned down and screaming as the walkers tore at him.
At Nicholas.
He scrabbled away, sliding slickly on the pooling red as he threw off the man's
dead weight and dragged himself away.
Barely aware that he was squirming towards the gap that stood out between the
dumpster and blacktop behind him as a group of the walkers broke away from the
body.
Snarling. 
Reaching.
Trying to drag him back out into the open as he kicked out and curled himself
tight underneath.
Safe.
 
He breathed.
Great shuddering, painful sobs that devolved into retches as the taste of
Nicholas' blood coated thick across his tongue.
Everything hurt.
Nothing was quiet.
Nothing made sense.
But at the end of the day, he figured that was a good sign.
If life was still like this - still hard - that probably meant he wasn't dead.
Yet.
***** Jessie/Rick to Rick/Michonne - for onedayoujustchange *****
Chapter Summary
     onedayyoujustchange prompt: Head canon: Rick tells Jessie that
     kissing her was a HUGE mistake and that he was thinking of Lori. She
     flips him off as he leaves to go find Michonne. Based on some vague
     spoilers about Rick getting flipped off.
It’s juvenile.
She knows it is.
But that doesn’t stop her from giving Rick’s back the middle finger as he
ambled out the door with that same stupid swagger he had when he’d come into
their lives the first time. Unraveling everything from the seams out like he
expected them all just to start fresh. To recycle the old and get with the new
like it was breathing.
Him calling it off - whatever this was between them - had been the last thing
on her mind when he’d shown up on the other side of her door just after dark
the day Daryl, Sasha and Abraham had gotten back. They’d barely fought off the
walkers that’d managed to get inside when the tower came down. They were all a
little worse for wear. Bruised. Battered. Tired. Needing something to get them
through it as the uncertainty of their futures loomed thick and heavy in the
murky fall air.
She wasn’t sure if she’d even heard all of what he’d said. She didn’t have to.
All she’d really needed was Michonne’s name coming from his lips and everything
else slotted neatly into place behind it.
Christ, she sure knew how to pick ‘em, didn’t she?
***** Judith & Daryl - for youwereneveraslicebitch *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Judith is the one that flips Rick off. Uncle Daryl is in mad
     trouble
He slumped inside the house with a grunt that was 60% pain and the rest
annoyed. Feelin’ monumentally put upon as he toed out of his boots and padded
down the hall towards the kitchen, holey socks stinking rank as anything as he
shrugged out of his vest and left it perched on the banister that led upstairs.
Carol said something about dinner in the fridge. Some casserole shit or
something-
“Abaaaaaaaaaa!” Judith screeched, entire body wrigglin’ at the sight of him as
she made up-up-up motions from her playpen. All insistent and shit.
His lip quirked up in spite of himself. Finding him doing just that as he
scooped her up and let her lean against his shoulder. Hefting her easily as he
slumped over to the fridge and fished out the container. Peeling off the lid
before hunting around for a spoon.
He paused, spoon hanging out of his mouth when the sound of a gunshot echoed
outside. Then another. Before angry shouting rose up in it’s wake like echos.
He glared, pissed off enough that he flipped the bird and turned his back.
Having no desire to get involved in whatever the hell was going on now as he
jabbed his spoon back into the dish. Hunger gnawing a hole in the pit of his
belly as his brain simmered in the background - still dwelling on his stolen
crossbow and bike like that would somehow fix matters.
He nearly spat out his mouthful of casserole when she did the same. Jutting her
little chin and sticking her middle finger out in front of her like a god
damned banner.
He laughed - full out. Snorting through the urge to let it evolve all the way
into a full out belly-laugh as she giggled. Clearly catching on to the
excitement as she looked at her hand curiously. Flexing her fingers before she
got the curl just right.
“Not bad kiddo,” he muttered, speaking through another spoonful of cold ass
leftovers. “You coulda’ given me ‘in Merle a run for our money back in the day
for sure. Ain’t nothing like being ahead of the learnin’ curve.”
She just grinned gummily, chubby little finger waving happily through the air
while the other curled tight around the biscuit she’d been fisting. Flipping
the bird to the world in general - monkey see, monkey do - as it slowly settled
in that he might have created a monster.
“Common, kid. You aimin’ to get me in trouble?” he huffed, flickin’ gently at
her nose as she squealed with glee. Mashing her soggy biscuit into his filthy
shirt before her other hand came up - middle finger still high and proud as the
devil reflected back at him in her pretty doe-eyes.
Aw shit. 
He plunked the squirt square into Eugene’s arms when the man came around the
corner a few minutes later. Muttering something about building ratios before
stuttering in surprise. Holding Judith by the armpits in front of him - like
she might be combustible - while he made a quick exit off stage left. 
Maybe they wouldn’t think it was him.
Maybe she’d find something else to do other than-
“What the- Daryl!!!”
He winced, eyes darting back up the street as Rick’s irritated yell carried.
Quietly making tracks towards the downed side of the wall they hadn’t gotten
around to fixing. Half wondering if Olivia would still be in the pantry so he
could sign out a peashooter or somemat’.
It was about time he got Aaron and Eric those rabbits.
Yeah-
A lot of ‘em.
***** Noah/Beth - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Noah is reunited with Beth in heaven.
Don’t let go.
Don’t let go.
Don’t-
He didn’t realize he’d closed his eyes until a soft hand curled around his
cheek. Thumbing at the crease where the tears should be - the blood - only they
came back dry. Whole. 
Like everything had somehow been rewound to a better time as the smell of
freshly baked pie and a thinning lavender harvest turned every breath into an
experience rather than a struggle.
“Noah?”
His eyes snapped open. 
And, for the first time in what felt like a very long time, he smiled.
 
***** Jessie & Denise - helping the Anderson kids - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: If Jessie took the time to notice her children's issues and
     got Denise in there for some much-needed counseling.
“You ever have one of those moments where you wish you could have gone back and
done something differently?” she started, making an aborted reach for the glass
of water in front of her before she realized her hands were shaking. Jamming
them firmly between the throw pillows on the couch underneath her before
looking up and meeting the woman’s eyes. “But- the terrible part is that it is
only because you are where you are- now - that you’re able to recognize it?”
“Are you having one of those moments now?” Denise asked, setting own glass down
with a surprisingly steady clunk. Expression mercifully non-judgmental and
beautifully open. Looking more in her element than she had since, well, she’d
known her. Serenely ignoring the sound of Sam's record playing the same song
over and over and over and-
“Yes, god- yes.”
***** Denise & Heath - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Drabble prompt: Denise and Heath friendship (since it seems that we
     are not getting a romance between them, I want the show to at least
     have them bond platonically).
     - Kudos to those that catch my bitterness about us not getting
     Denise/Heath like in the comics.
“You ever think about things? Like, if this was really how it all was supposed
to go down?” Heath asked suddenly, looking out the window in the infirmary as
Scott breathed quietly between them. Sleeping the sleep of drugged people
everywhere as she changed the dressing on his leg. Spending more time than
usual inspecting the wound. Taking advantage of the fact that the man wasn’t in
a position to feel her fumbling as she made sure the stitches were still tight
and showing signs of healing rather than more infection.
She pushed her glasses farther up her nose, blinking. Momentarily wondering
what context he meant it in before going with the safe bet and following his
gaze outside. Back towards the wall and whatever was lurking beyond it these
days. Personally, she honestly had no idea. She’d never gone outside. Not once.
Since they'd gone up she’d been content to be disgustingly insular. No risk. No
reward. Just a steady sort of reality she’d found comfort in. She knew it
wasn’t enough for everyone, but it had been for her.
“Sometimes,” she replied carefully. Remembering the feel of her pastel-colored
office and it’s welcoming, neutral furniture. Remembering the clients she’d had
booked the day the distant wail of sirens had seemed never ending and the
sudden, brutal blare of the gunshot that’d echoed from the adjoining hall made
her spill coffee all over her blouse.
The man shook his head, black hair wisping across his shoulders as he took off
his glasses and scrubbed his eyes. Tired. “Because I keep thinking this isn’t
it. It can’t be. This world? Those things? Hell, even me and you right now. It
just feels like itshould be different. That it was supposed to be different.”
She swallowed, tasting stale mouth and the bite of antiseptic that seemed to
follow her around these days like a second shadow. It was a scent-memory that
took her back there again. Back to when she’d asked Charlie to clear her
schedule for the rest of the week. Telling him to go home and be safe and not
bother coming in until things calmed down.
There had been someone slumped over in the entrance to the alley across from
her building when she’d made outside. She nearly hurried past before she
realized who it was. The same homeless woman she slipped her spare change to a
couple times a month. She paused, reaching out. Wanting her shake her awake as
people started running on the street behind her. Pushing and screaming even
though she was sure half of them didn’t even know what they were running from. 
Herd mentality. 
The woman had a crude tattoo of an hourglass etched on her palm. She’d noticed
it before. Even wondered about it every so often as the woman smiled gap-
toothed at her and promised that she’d buy herself a hot meal and a warm place
to sleep that night before swaying back down the alley to her little cardboard
box and the faded Christmas tinsel she’d hung around the entrance even though
it was the middle of July.
But the thing that made her pause. The thing that made her heart stop when she
looked down at it, was that she could have sworn that the black line that
showed the sand still left to fall was noticeably lower than it’d been the last
time she’d looked. Standing out like a metaphor she hadn't understood yet as
the wold shuddered on it’s foundations. Changing.
“It’s stupid,” he said after a moment, scratching at the back of his neck in
discomfort like he regretted saying anything in the first place.
“No. No it isn’t,” she insisted, surprising herself when the words came out
belligerent and firm. Like it was important he know she believed him. That she
felt it too. That in this, there was that same consensus - the same connection.
Something she suspected they all felt some way or another. 
“It’s human. Thinking like that?It’s human. And no matter how much things have
changed. We still have that. We are still that. That’s something we can hold on
to. We have to.”
But instead of a smile or a nod, his eyes got distant. Like he was seeing
something she couldn’t as he turned his gaze back towards the window and the
wall that loomed in the distance.
“Not all of us,” he answered quietly, fingers tightening around the railing of
Scott’s bed as the moment lengthening into something that threatened to make
her skin crawl. “Not all of us.”
***** Tobin/Rick - for geez-I-know *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: " I came up with this headcanon on how it starts and I wanted
     to share it with you. When Rick waves the gun in everyone's faces,
     and after Michonne knocks him out, it's Tobin who offers to carry his
     unconscious ass to the cell and it's then when he notices how
     beautiful the man in his arms really is, thus leading to Tobin
     developing one hell of a crush on Rick."
When Rick hit the ground - slumping unconscious - the hush that fell over the
street was thick. 
Hell, to be honest it was damn near suffocating.
Michonne just breathed, harsh and uneven into the aftermath. Expression
conflicted as she folded herself smoothly and checked Rick’s pulse. Movements
careful and undeniably compassionate as she turned him onto his side. Thumb
brushing - soothing-tentative - across the back of his neck like an apology as
Deanna cleared her throat behind them. Telling Nicholas something about the
unfinished house and to keep him under watch as Carl rushed forward and rested
his hand on his father’s shoulder. Looking up at Michonne questioningly until
the woman shook her head. Both of them deflating as they looked around at the
edging crowd with an expression that said everything.
What now?
How were they going to come back from this?
How was Rick?
Something firmed, cementing itself in the back of him mind like a tell as he
looked down at the three of them with an unhappy expression. Neatly shunting
aside the fear that had raised it’s head when the man had pulled his gun on
them in favor of taking action. Finding himself stepping forward and sinking
down on his haunches between them before he could even think it through, eyes
kind.
First things first, they needed to get him off the street. 
The man had gone and had some sort of mental break.
He didn’t deserve to be stared at like an animal in the zoo.
“Lets get him somewhere more comfortable, huh? It’ll be easier if I take him,
is that alright?” he asked gently. Ignoring the rise of conversation behind
them as Michonne looked to Carl. Waiting for his nod before she inclined her
head in response.
“Do you need a hand?” she asked, slipping to her feet before she leaned over
and picked up Rick’s Glock. Shoving it into her waistband as he slung Rick’s
arms into the v of his lap and lifted him up enough to get his arms underneath
him.
He just smiled, hefting him easily as he lifted with his legs, feeling it in
his thighs before he raised himself to his full height. Waiting until gravity
settled him into the curve of his broad chest. Head cradled in the crux of his
shoulder before he started walking in the direction of the unfinished house at
the end of the row.
“Nope, it’s not a problem,” he hummed. Glad for the distraction as they ranged
ahead of him. Struggling with the realization that for a man with such heavy
problems, Rick Grimes was actually surprisingly small in comparison.
Huh.
Imagine that.

 
 
***** Team Family baking disaster - for attackmybutt *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Imagine Carol teaching TF how to bake cookies and everyone's
     cookies comes out horrendous. "Wait is that a phallus shaped
     cookies?" "I swear it was an accident, I didn't meant it look like
     that." "I don't know what that is and I'm afraid to eat it.
“It was an accident,” he replied automatically when Carol leaned over his
shoulder and looked down at his tray. Eyebrows threatening to disappear into
her hairline as they looked down at well- whatever it was.
“I would have to disagree,” Eugene drawled, flinching away from Tara’s spatula
when he got caught trying to pinch some dough. “It is scientifically improbable
for the cookies to have melted that way accidentally. Not to mention fused
together so that the bottom looks remarkably like a man’s-”
“But not impossible then,” Daryl growled back, tone threatening sulky-violence
as he entertained whipping the contents of his tray across the room
and ‘accidentally’ catching Eugene in the chin with the-
“Hey guys, how’s Baking 101 coming?” Eric hummed as he breezed through the
front door. Making appreciative noises as he passed the others trays. Smelling
the air with an easy smile  before he stopped dead in front of his tray.
“Um, Daryl? Why is your cookie shaped like a-”
“WE AREN’T TALKING ABOUT IT.”
***** Tara/Carol - "things you said after you kissed me" for liddym2113 *****
“Hello, gorgeous,” she murmured, eyes heavy and stinging as she blinked up into
Carol’s face - blood spattered and quietly breaking as the woman pulled her
gently onto her lap. Trying to stop the warmth from leeching out onto the snow
as the slick iron of her own blood trickle-trailed between her fingers.
It was irony, really.
That asshole had shot her with her own gun.
Rude.
It was snowing again. Big ‘ol fluffy flakes that made the best packing for
snowball fights and winters forts. She loved winter. Not the driving in it
part, but the smell? The crispness of the air? Yeah, that was her jam. Winter
reminded her of better things - better times. Like Megan in her too big winter
boots, running around trying to catch the flakes on her tongue. It reminded her
of fuzzy socks and boozy hot chocolate with dad on the weekends. And roasted
marshmallows in the den fire place whenever mom was gone overnight for work.
“Tara, look at me!”
Part of her knew it was over.
Part of her was even ready.
But part of her was angry too.
They’d only started.
It wasn’t fair.
Carol had already lost so much and now-
“Tara, please-”
But she just smiled, needing to keep it that way for the both of them as her
eyes gradually eased closed. Feeling the empty dark rushing in, soothing and
warm, as a hand smoothed back her hair - shaking her. Dappling her parted lips
with the tang of salt before-
***** Glenn/Legolas - for lovesdaryl *****
“Maggie?!”
The stranger was a son of man. That much was clear from first glance as the
mayfly turned circles in the elder woods. He watched from the treetops as the
man’s features - delicate and intriguing for a mayfly - furrowed in confusion.
Calling out unfamiliar names into the thick air of the Greenwood as the
heartbeat of the great forest thrummed on without interruption around them. The
only true constant to the moment as his brothers and sisters cocked their heads
in confusion as they observed the trespasser. 
“Rick?!”
It wasn’t until he was poised on a branch directly above that he realized there
were layers to this one that he’d never seen before. He was dressed strangely.
Clothing made without any visible stitches, once good quality, now worn to
threads around him like the Rangers of the North - the sons and daughters of
forgotten kings. But this son of man also carried strange weapons made with
unfamiliar iron. Metals so far removed from the rock it had been born from that
it’s echoes were barren of the world’s natural voice. Even his body it's was
strange - his visage both above and below the skin. Scenting loss, despair and
exhaustion as the man’s empty belly growled painfully into the muted quiet. But
worse still was the smell, the unholy taint of spilled blood that trailed
unsteadily in his wake - pebbling across his pale skin in half-dried splatters.
Far fouler than any orc’s. Any servant of Mordor. Something that curdled the
very sweetness of the air. Silencing the birds in the distant canopy as if even
nature it'self saw fit to hold it's breath.
“Michonne!?”
This one was not of this world.
The song his footfalls made was jarring and ill-timed.
Like a rhythm out of sync.
“Daryl?!”
He dropped down seamlessly behind him. Silent and with his bow at the ready. He
sensed no ill-intent in the man’s movements. Rather a good heart and a sharp
mind pressed close to his limit. But was wary of the man's strangeness all the
same. 
“You are lost,” he remarked simply. Keeping his face impassive as the son of
man yelled and whirled in place. Strange weapon aimed up like a bow - shaking
in he’s filthy hands - one finger curled around a strange looking notch in the
metal. 
“Who are you!” the son of man demanded, eyes wide - yawning and deep -
threatening to pull him into a fathomless chasm of darkness that seemed wrong
for someone so young.
He repressed a shudder.
What horrors had this mayfly witnessed?
It took a moment for the next question to spill forth. Seeing his fears proven
right when the man’s eyes stuttered over the curve of his ear and the armor
that befitted his station as Prince of the Realm and showed no recognition. The
man did not know what he was. For him the Eldar were not known. What did that
mean?
“What are you?” the man whispered uncertainly.
“Peace, son of man, neither me nor my people wish you any harm this day," he
answered, hand to breast. Aware of the rabbit-quick of the man's heartbeat. "I
am Prince Legolas of the Woodland Realm, son of the Eldar, the first children
of Eru. Guardians of Middle Earth."
The man simply blinked, scrubbing his free hand over his eyes like he was
hoping to wake from some sort of dream.
“My people, I was with others,” the man started, turning around in another
circle as the other wardens of the watch descended from the trees and sheathed
their weapons. “My- where am I? This isn’t right, I-”
He held up a hand, sensing weakness - sickness - spreading through the
youngling’s blood as the man wavered in place. 
“You are alone,” he told him gently, broaching the distance between them as the
man looked at him - pleading for something that was not in his power to give.
“Come, I will take you to my father’s halls, you will be safe.”
They walked in stuttered silence until the man’s legs gave out underneath him. 
Ignoring the looks from the others when he took the man up in his arms and
carried him through the living gates of his father’s kingdom himself.
Bringing him to the healers and staying with him through the night as they
cleansed his body with sweet smelling oils and songs of heart and healing. 
Looking to the stars for guidance as something in his heart splintered for the
future this one was destined to return to.
Unable to shake the feeling that it was a fate no son of man deserved.
***** For tumblr anon who asked for: "Imagine Carol and Daryl recreating the
Outlander love scene." *****
Chapter Summary
     - This kind of turned into a Caryl/Outlander au/crossover. Whoops.
“Whatever it is ye're running from, it can't be worth trying your luck in the
wilds. The forest is no place for a woman. Especially one of your ken,” the man
asserted, dark hair stringed wet across his face as he stared at her through
the downpour. Eyes ember-hard as she took another tentative step backwards,
hissing as the bark of a moss-covered tree dug harshly into her back. His face
was uncompromising but not completely unkind despite the hand that rested on
the pommel of his sword. Suddenly very aware that every inch of her soaked
through as she eyed his thick cloak and voluminous kilt with envy. Nipples
pebbling with the cold as she tried to turn her body away from his piercing
eyes.

She didn’t know where she was.
But she knew it wasn’t where she was supposed to be.
Her and Ed had been arguing by the stones in Craigh na Dun.
He'd had his hand raised to hit her, then-
”If ye run, I will find 'ye,” he growled, as she shivered in her thin white
dress. Missing her belt and blanket-shall and looking more like a shift every
second as she crossed her arms over her chest defensively. “So try ye're luck,
lass. If that’s what ‘ye wish. But if 'ye make me chase ‘ye in this downpour
the cold will be the least of 'yer worries, understand?.”
And he would.
That truth was written plain as day across his face.
She was sure of it. 
“Com'on now,” he urged, voice soft and low like one might use on a skittish
horse as she took a small step towards the thick yarn of the saddle blanket he
was holding out to her. “That’s a lass.”
Suddenly struck by the idea as she looked up at him and found his eyes
absolutely no where else.
Expression firm, but alive with dark questions.
Wondering if she truly looked wild enough to fit the title or if it was simply
a matter of him having never talked much to a woman before.
Perhaps it was both.

She supposed that in the end it didn’t much matter as he shook the blanket over
her shoulders and lifted her bodily onto the back of his horse. Forcing her to
throw her trembling arms around his waist as he clicked his tongue and urged
the animal into a watery canter. Closing her eyes into the worn felt of his
jacket as flashes of the Red Coats, the sound of gunshots and the suspicious
face of the man who'd looked so much like Ed flicker-flashed across her closed
lids like an uneven reel of film at the cinema. 

She had lost her little Sophia to the Spanish Flu before the end of the war. 
She had survived Ed. 
And now she was lost in another place, another time with no idea how to get
home - even if she wanted to.
There wasn’t much left of her that anyone could break.
===============================================================================

As it turned out, like all truly ironic things do, as long as she was with
Daryl, she came to realize that even if there was something out there that
could hurt her now, he would always be there to help put her back together
again. 

She might have fallen through time and stumbled through a thousand impossible
things along the way, but funnily enough - the longer the months stretched -
she had the feeling she'd finally found where she belonged.
===============================================================================
 
"Aye, we're married, right enough,” Daryl started, looking much like he’d
frozen to the flagstones of their room. Standing stock still beside what was
soon to be their marriage bed as his hands covered hers and grasped them firmly
when she reached for the intricate sliver pin that kept his kilt fastened
around his hips. "But it's not legally binding, ye know, not until-”

The candles flickered from the depths of their own melt on the walls around
them. Bathing the white-wash in a warm, tallow-golden glow that for once didn't
make her homesick for electricity.
Only adding layers to the moment as the sounds of the wedding party carried on
in the tavern underneath them.

"Carol- lass," he tried again, voice throaty and perhaps even a bit nervous as
he looked down at her. Eyes skating across the arc where her night gown hugged
across the curve of her hips. Capturing her chin in the calloused roughness of
his palm as he cupped the point and tipped it up so that her eyes could stray
no where else.

"Ye really sure now? When this is done, ye will be mine and mine alone. And I
mean to keep ye', understand? This is an oath not meant to be broken. I dinna
care what the fates say on the matter. And if th' stones tak' ye haem and away
from me, know that I will follow 'ye."

She smiled, chest tight as the emotion filled her up to bursting. Something
that made her feel ten years younger and almost new again. Whole. Something
that made it impossible to resist stretching up on the tips of her toes to kiss
him slowly. Digging her hands into his hair and pulling him down as he hardened
against her. Thick and twitching under the folds of his kilt before she shocked
a grunt of air from his throat when she squeezed him gently through the fabric.

She wasn't going anywhere.

She was already home.

“Je suis prest,” she whispered, murmuring his own words back to him as the
muscles under her hands slowly started to relax. "I am ready."
===============================================================================

Those were the last words spoken aloud between them for quite some time.

And frankly, they were both glad for it.
***** Abraham/Sasha - interaction for tumblr anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Abraham & Sasha having to stay the night in the office place
     ( where they were in 6x06 ) and waiting for Daryl. They end up
     talking about their lives - beforehand or not - with mentions of
     ptsd?| I don’t know, literally anything with them would be good
     though, angst, fluff, friendship, romance, literally anything.
"Self destruction, whatever this is - whatever you're doing - isn't an
attractive quality, you know," she remarked, handing him his half of their last
granola bar as the sun dipped low on the horizon. Highlighting the spotty film
on the window in the worst way.

"I don't know about that," he returned, riding the lighter side of crass as he
gave her a clear once over. "You made it look pretty damn good."

It would have been an easy enough thing to dismiss.

But the words and his expression were showcasing two very different things.

His expression was playful.
Promising.
But the words were needling.
Purposeful.
Stinging deep.

Still, she didn't let it show on her face.
This wasn't about her, after all.

"You think you're dealing with it? Figuring it out? Letting yourself feel it?
But you aren't. You haven't got there yet. All this is the just a distraction.
Desperation," she asserted, leaning forward in her chair, legs spread wide. Not
quite caging him into the corner, but body language leaving little doubt to her
meaning. "You're afraid. You're afraid because you know that if you let the
fight go there is a chance...a chance you won't have anything left. Believe me,
I know."

His chair squeaked, a weak metallic protest as his spine hardened against the
plastic back in fractions.

"You've lost. I've lost. We've all lost. But you can't stay this way. The way I
was? The way you are? It can't go on."

"Like two peas in a pod," he remarked with a wry smile.

But she shook her head.

"No, grief isn't a mirror. What I felt was completely different from what
you're wrestling with. And personally, I think you lost far more than a
mission, am I right?"

His face was stone.
Craggy.
Hard.
But cracked somewhere in the middle like the precursor of a devastating fall.

"We all lost people," he answered slowly, offering absolutely no more than that
as he leaned back a fraction. On edge and wanting to retreat despite the usual
fiery stubbornness that kept him firmly planted.

"Yeah we did," she agreed, palms flat on top of her thighs as she looked back
at him without censure. "Some more than others. Some of us are still dealing
with the first ones. Everyone is different. But the way most people heal - if
they let themselves heal - is like a tapestry. In stages. Over time."

Somewhere outside, a walker growled. Idle and listless as it wandered off into
the growing dusk.

"So what's it going to be, Abraham?" she continued, spreading her arms out to
gesture at the two of them and the ransacked office around them. Calling him
out as unsteady reels of memory pulsed like a heartbeat in her mind's eye.
Her settling back on top of the pile of walker bodies she was supposed to be
burying.
Bob's jacket cuff fraying.
That lonely grave beside the Weeping Willow.
Her brother's hat lonely amidst the encroaching green.
“Here we are, two people alone in the middle of nowhere with only time to kill,
sounds like an opportunity to me,” she hummed easily - openly.

"This ain't no honky-donk high school sleepover," he growled, standing up so
abruptly that the chair toppled backwards. Straightening to his full height as
he towered above her. A mess of control issues and barely tempered anger. "And
there ain't no point in waking the dead. I'm going to do a patrol around the
building. Stay put and keep a look out"

She watched him go thoughtfully.

The dead could wait.
===============================================================================

It wasn't until later, when he was on watch and she was curled in the corner
trying to sleep that he replied. Hours late and anguish-quiet as the words
aired out softly into the humid summer air.

"My daughter would have liked you."

She stared at the wall for a long time after that.
***** Daryl/Carol - for onedayyoujustchange *****
She cracked an eye open sometime later, deciding to take it as a win when Daryl
groaned and flopped awkwardly, half off the bed. Looking about as thoroughly
destroyed as she felt as they came down together. She turned her head slowly,
savoring it, feeling the satisfied throb of his echo in her center as she took
him in, unashamed. 
His bare chest was still heaving, beaded to an appealing shine with a film of
cooling sweat. His arm was tossed over his eyes, hiding his face. Bare toes
playing with the carpet-scruff as he swung his leg back and forth into the
midnight-quiet. 
It was so oddly comforting that she laughed. Startling him enough that he lost
his precarious perch on the edge of the bed and would have fallen if she hadn't
reeled him in at the last minute.

It was a testament to how far they'd both come than neither of them flinched.

And when Daryl ended up rolling back on top of her a few breathless moments
later - looking down at her, eyes heavy-lidded and dark as he snaked a hand
underneath her and brought her hips up to meet every thrust - she saw her own
lazy-pleased smile reflected back two-fold.

Everything was as it should be.
***** Carol and Tara - for liddym2113 *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "Okay, but hear me out. Carol x Rosita. Just "distracting"
     one another. Soothing their feels a bit. And if it should happen to
     turn into sexy times, well..."
     *Spoilers for 6x12, referencing Carol/Tobin and Carol's thoughts
     afterwards, and Rosita and Abraham's breakup.
She was on the curb in front of her house having a smoke before they left to
deal with Negan and his Saviors as dawn broke.
Her face was tired.
She felt tired.
All those things were true and definitely not anything new in the scheme of
things.
But what wasnew was the low hum of satisfaction coiled warm in the pit of her
belly as her eyes strayed down the road towards Tobin’s house on the corner.
Either unable or unwilling – she wasn’t sure exactly which – to help the cat
who’d got the canary grin that’d so far refused to fade since she’d woken up to
his warm weight, solid and gently-kind beside her, less than an hour before.
She’d left while he was still sleeping - snoring, somehow not obnoxiously – so
she could get ready before they headed out.
And she had to admit, leaving all that, naked and barely covered by the mess
they’d made out of the sheets, was a crying shame.
It'd been a long time for both of them but Tobin still managed to give her
exactly what she didn’t know she’d even needed until she was moving in for that
kiss on his front porch.
She was so distracted she didn’t notice Rosita coming around the corner until
the disconcerting jerk of fear threatened to wrench her insides out through her
navel.
Making her flinch for her gun before the hazing shadow she’d only really caught
out the corner of her eye abruptly took shape.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to-”
“It’s alright,” she breathed, letting her heart-rate slow naturally as she
retrieved her half-smoked cigarette from the grass. Giving the younger woman a
forced smile as she took in the rest.
All she needed to see was the red-rimmed eyes and the angry line of Rosita’s
lips to get the gist of it.
A woman didn’t need to ask to know that look.
She handed over the cigarette without question. Staying quiet when a
conflicting mess of expression flickered across the woman’s face as she took it
from her. Watching it burn down between her fingers for a long moment before
speaking.
“I stopped because Abraham didn’t like it,” she started, shaking her head like
she wasn’t sure who she was more pissed at. Abraham or herself. “Said there was
nothing worse than kissing an ashtray with lips. Christ, that hijo de puta.”
She took a purposeful drag like it was an act of aggression – defiance – only
to cough and wrinkle her nose. Looking so ridiculously young she had half a
mind to snatch it back and tell her she’d be better for it. That she shouldn’t
start. That it wasn’t a good pastime to rediscover, even if you were just
trying to punish someone – or maybe yourself.
“Ugh, that’s awful,” Rosita exclaimed, handing it back with clear distaste as
she coughed again and spat discretely behind them in an effort to get rid of
the taste.
It startled a laugh from her.
Unexpected and jarring before mirth trickled in.
Because yeah, they really, really were.
“Are you okay?” she asked when the moment had sobered.
“I will be,” Rosita answered, smile shallow and wan. Color coded in shades of
unhappiness that was such a silent scream for help than she couldn’t help but
toss the rest of the cigarette on the ground. Grinding it back into the earth
with her heel as Tobin's words came back to haunt her - reminding her what she
still was at the core, even after everything. Poisoning the ground with the
leftover chemicals, just like she was poisoning herself as she reached for the
woman instinctively.
“Come here,” she murmured, bringing Rosita into the thin of her chest as she
hugged her tightly. Feeling the muscles in the woman's back tense, then finally
slacken as she let herself sink into it.
“Never be ashamed to ask for what you need,” she whispered, pressing a quiet
kiss into the woman’s dark hair before they separated.
She’d learned that the hard way.
But she liked to think that recently – with the warmth of another person, a
good person, still fading from her skin - she was on the right track to getting
better at it.
Because while her conscience wasn’t exactly quiet, it had stopped screaming.
And believe it or not, for her, that was progress.
***** Eugene/Olivia - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     - Anon on tumblr wanted: "I think we need another Eugene & Olivia
     fic, maybe he likes her cookies more. ;)"
"Eugene, hon- you got a bit of- ah...oh- viscera on you, sweetie," Olivia
opened, eying him from head to toe despite her own self being just as messed
up. White blouse, skin, even her black patented shoes had all bore the brunt of
it. Splattered from head to toe in air-drying crimson.

It was her expression he got caught on though. Seeing the same thing reflected
back as they stood together in the middle of it. Coming down from the
adrenaline and hiccuping through the delayed lurch of nausea as the walkers
they'd faced head on ringed around them like-

Honestly, he didn't even have a comparison.

Tired was the name of the game and he had a feeling things had only just
started. They'd fought right through the night. They'd won. But from where he
was standing, it was already a new day and the very real possibility that
something else could go equally as wrong in the intervening moments was more
than just a very real possibility. Experience had taught him that. Being out on
his own had taught him that. This world had taught him that. Taught him that-

"Com'on hon, lets get'cha cleaned up, hmmm?"

When he looked over, forcing himself to focus, he was surprise to realize she
was holding out her hand. Machete still drizzling red over the piles of dead in
her left as he crossed that last little divide and cupped her palm awkwardly.
Relieved when she simply laced their fingers together and made it easy. Tugging
him forward.

"My shower is more than big enough for the two of us."

And oh-
Well then.

With an offer like that, he'd be a fool to refuse.

And he was no fool.

Not today at least.
***** Glenn being pushed too far - for whowhatsitwhich *****
Chapter Summary
     Inspired by my answer to an as, asking why I believe Glenn isn't
     going to die in season 6 to Negan and who will:
     "Honestly? Maggie. I am probably wrong, but just feels like all this
     foreshadowing and blatant in your face allusions they have been doing
     with Glenn is actually way too much. It has been in our faces for
     seasons and I kind of feel like it would be really lame if they ended
     up actually going there. Wanna ACTUALLY shock the audience after all
     that build up? Kill the thing he loves the most in the world. That
     way you are still going to kill a ‘part’ of him. Hell, it would even
     fit in with Glenn’s current development - murder. What happens when
     you take a good man who has recently been forced to do the thing he
     never wanted to do (but for good reasons), watch him struggle with
     that act, then take away the thing he loves the most + his unborn
     child. What does that good man become now? "
"Glenn? Oh jesus chr-"

By the time Rick and the others found him it was too late.

The thing called Negan was dead.

He'd killed the monster, the dirty spark that'd been hidden inside.

But he'd left the man alive.

Left him stripped.

Raw.

But frustratingly, still not broken.

It was a learning process, he'd come to realize.

Truly breaking a man.

He'd tried to immolate what the monster had done to him.

He'd killed his people.

He'd sprayed bullets through the harem.

He'd ripped him apart piece by piece. Keeping him alive and alert through every
single minute of it as he'd screamed with him into the eves until the echoes
melded together and not even he could tell where his voice ended and the
monster's began.

He didn't say a word when the others stared at him, wordless, as he rose to his
feet. The action smooth and composed as he sheathed his hunting knife with a
practiced flip. Muting the silence with their startled horror as he leaned down
and wiped the blade of his machete clean on the man's shirt while the asshole
still breathed. Being sure to exact the smallest amount of hair-line pressure
as he let the blade sink through in fractions with every swipe.

The smallest cuts always hurt the most.

That was what Negan had taught him from the very beginning.

Sometimes it wasn't about the weapon or the wound.

It was about what you took when you did it.

They parted like water, hushed and frightened as he approached. Feeling nothing
when Rick stumbled back, blinking, looking at him like he'd never quite seen
him before as someone- maybe Tara strangled his name in the background.

He didn't blame them for it.

He was a creature of pitted steel and unending red now.

He'd accepted that.

But neither would he tolerate anyone stopping him from leaving either.

Which, of course, they tried.

Something which had him shrugging off Michonne's hand with a half-violent jerk
that turned into bared teeth and an animal snarl when Daryl circled close.
Looking like he wanted to say something - do something - before the expression
on his face stopped the man cold.

He was beyond them now.

For the first time in a long time, he was looking at the world exactly as he
should be.

Behind him the dead man gurgled through a crimson-slick laugh, choking on it's
own insides as freshly blinded eyes stared off into nothing. Blacked out pits
of tar-thick sludge that trickled thick down his bloody cheeks like a mockery
of tears.

He still felt nothing.

"Let it turn," was all he said before he walked out alone into the cooling
dusk.

His work here was done.
***** Tara/Carol/Daryl/Spencer - for Liddym2113 *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Tara x Carol x Daryl x Spencer + polyamorous relationship,
     like Big Love TWD style.
Fact of the matter was, there just wasn't a bed made big enough for four.

Now that certainly didn't stop Tara and Spencer from trying mind you.

Perusing through the stores, even people's homes, mostly just for the hell of
it.

I mean, there had to be other freaks like them out there, right?
Like in those reality TV shows Tara never shut up about?

But that didn't change the fact that in the meantime, trying to fit four full
grown adults on one king-sized mattress didn't present more than a few
challenges.
Challenges which often included waking up with a set of feet in his face
because someone had gotten the bright idea to try fitting in sideways.
Or startling himself awake when someone shifted during the night and he
suddenly had a lap-full of sleeping Carol and a boner that was being extra
persistent about where her hands had landed.
It also meant falling clear off the bed hours before he was due on watch
because Spencer had decided to stretch out like the worlds biggest asshole star
fish.
Or getting half suffocated under a warm pile of leech-limbs and clammy skin
come summer, everyone all extra clingy and shit after his latest close call out
on the road .

So yeah.

The bed was too fucking small.

Not that he minded.

Much.
***** The group's relationship with food - for r3zuri *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt:
     Hey, I don't know if you accept prompts anymore (and if not, maybe
     you could point me in the direction of something along these lines),
     but I'd kill for gen-fic that revolves around the characters
     relationship with food, especially about them being in Alexandria
     after nearly starving to death on the road for 3 weeks. Like, Aaron
     and Eric watching Daryl shovel the entire plate of spaghetti in his
     mouth wasn't just about bad table manners. He was eating WORMS out in
     the woods, ffs. Y'know?
     I wrote this in the pov of Eric after the Daryl, Aaron and Eric
     dinner scene in season five.
It wasn't funny.

That was the saddest part when he reflected on it as he rinsed out the sink.
Leaning heavily on the counter to offset the lingering aches and pains in his
broken ankle as Aaron showed Daryl around the garage. Mostly just
procrastinating starting on the drying as he look out the little window above
the sink and listened to the sound of the party at Deanna's carry on at full
swing.

He'd smiled at Aaron over dinner as Daryl had dug in, slurping spaghetti and
wiping his mouth with his sleeve hurriedly before repeating the process all
over again. He'd bitten down on a laugh because at the time, it had been funny.
Table manners, or whatever. Things about the old world - conceptions,
practices, expectations - that they were still holding onto for some reason.

He'd thought it'd been funny.

But it wasn't.

It wasn't funny because when he and Aaron had come across them they'd been
starving. Not just hungry. Not just dehydrated. But as close to starving as he
ever seen another living thing in person.

He remembered huddling next to Aaron as they'd listened to the groups
conversations through the reciever a couple days before they'd decided to try
leaving out some water as an opener. Nose wrinkling when one of them, Eugene,
mentioned how the dogs had been days ago and that was the last any of them,
save for the two youngest, had had by way of food.

At the time he'd been horrified. They'd never met a group this big, that bad
off that hadn't turned on each other yet for what little was left. But they
were different. Cohesive. They were a family. There seemed to be an unspoken
agreement that the younger two always ate first.

As it was, he couldn't imagine it.

He'd been hungry before.

They all had.

But not that hungry.

Not hungry enough.

He'd heard the others talking about it.

Gossiping.

Little comments here and there.

How they'd seen Carl sneaking away bits of his dinner for later.

How the baby had apparently gone all this time without trying banana mash.

How-

He shook his head.

The point was they were here now.

Safe.

As safe as you could be.

And he hoped more than anything that none of them would ever have to go hungry
again.



***** Daryl/Glenn/Maggie - mrowsaysthecat *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: I feel like I poke you often about these things. XDDD Can you
     please write something Glenn-centric for me? Something that isn't
     related to Lucille or his death or what not? :x You're a wonderful
     writer, and I love the stuff you do. I really loved the Glennolas
     stuff :x ...If you could and do write something for me - would you
     make it Dargleggie/Madarlenn? I think you'd totally own the
     threesome. :x I'll stop begging now, or - after this last one.
     Please? ;.;
When he'd been a kid, before the fire, their next door neighbors had been some
old couple with Danish-lace drapes and green porcelain bathroom sinks. They'd
been decent people. The kind that looking back maybe paid a bit too much
attention to other people's business, but with his family, he figured it was
hard to really blame 'em. As a kid though, they'd been golden. The old man had
never raised his voice when he and Merle fucked up his rose bushes or flattened
his front hedge that one time by sending a wheelbarrow through it. And the wife
always seemed to have freshly baked cookies waftin' out the window like you see
in those old tv shows. All good smells and better vibes when things at home had
been anything but.

So naturally, when the old lady had gone and broken her hip and there went a
week or two without any of them cookies on the sill to pinch, he and Merle went
to investigate. She got them mostly cleaned up and huddled together in the
breakfast nook with heaping plates of peach cobbler as she tottered around on a
walker, still feisty as anything. Ranting about her new hip and life in
general. Going on about having some fool metal in her now that she was just
sure was going to make her joints ache all the worse come winter.

It was Merle who'd finally asked. Managing to get a word in edge wise between
mouthfuls of thick pastry and sugary peach syrupy when she was finally forced
to take a breath. Sounding surprisingly curious about the entire thing as the
old bat tapped the side of her walker smartly before starting up again.

"What kind of metal?"

Titanium.

And that was kind of how he felt on any given day.

Strong and needed, but unasked for and intrusive all the same.

Especially when it came to what he had with Glenn and Maggie.

He was an extra piece.

An addition.

A snap on unoriginal.

But to their credit they never made him feel like that.

They'd always been good that way.

That particular brand of self-loathing was all on him.

It'd taken a long time for him to start thinkin' different.

A long time for him to understand that this was more than just some fling.

That they weren't complete unless he was right there with 'em.

Now it was like breathing.

They just worked somehow.

So when they got her and Carol back from Negan's bitches, he could help but
have her as many times as she was willing to put up with as the three of them
tangled up the sheets and filled their room with the sound of flesh against
flesh in only the best way possible.

It was only later, when he'd somehow gotten sandwiched between them and was
dealing with their off-kilter rhythms. Breathing low and sleep-heavy on either
side of his chest, that he realized he felt the same. And for more than a few
reasons.

They were building something here.

Something more than just a future.

After all, didn't they say that titanium was one of the strongest things out
there?





***** Carol/Daryl - for thaliasandy *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt:
     So apparently Melissa and Norman were filming together for episode
     15,right?!
     Imagine there’s a flashback of them getting drunk on those miniature
     alcohol bottles together, after burrying Denise, and since Carol was
     already at rock bottom at this point and knew she would be leaving
     Alexandria, she just thought, ‘well fuck it, this is my last chance’
     and they ended up sleeping together.
     And Tobin was on watch that night, which is what he means when he
     says he didnt hear her leave.
     Anyone wanna turn this into a super smutty fanfic? Feel free…
She fingered the beads of the rosary through the rough-thin of her canvas
pants. Counting them steady-slow as the words to the prayer rose like a
familiar ghost in the back of her mind. It used to be self-soothing. She
remembered that once. But not now. Not today.
She was leaving.
Before dawn.
While Tobin was still sleeping.
She’d already written the note.
She had everything she needed.
The only thing left to do was wait.
She hadn’t counted on that being the hardest part.
The sad truth was that anxiety turned wolves into dogs. And like all animals -
all anxieties - they tended to multiply. Turning into more than just one mouth
to feed when you had nothing left - emotionally, mentally, spiritually, even
physically - to spare. 
The world had left her in a thousand pieces without a dust-pan or a broom.
Without a reason.
And she just couldn't-
===============================================================================
Daryl’s eyes were wide when she caught him in the doorjamb.
Feeling the slack in his jaw when she kissed him full.
Demanding it as he huffed into the slant of her neck and gathered her in.
But she wasn’t interested in gentle or soft. And soon enough, he joined her in
that place where her nails made red furrows down his back. Repatriating old
scars and making them new under her hands as he lifted her up and cussed his
way through the ruin of her name when she took him in with a single hiccuping
glide. Living for the expressions on his face that flirted coy with the shadows
of his room as his hips hitched up and the blunt of his teeth caught on her
lower lip and pulled.
Every kiss was a goodbye he didn’t know about yet. 
And she figured that out of all the things she'd done, if there was anything
she was going to burn for, it was that.
***** Denise/Tara - for tumblr anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Can I have a Tara/Denise fic to make me feel better, pretty
     please?
They say your life passes in front your eyes before you die.

That you get it all back.

All the important moments.

Forgotten moments.

Bittersweet regrets.
Everything.

She'd had patients who'd suffered from near death experiences.
She'd sat across from car-crash survivors and victims of assault and attempted
murder.
Lord knows she'd proscribed enough anti-anxiety and anti-depression medication
to tranquilize a fully grown African elephant.
But it wasn't until that moment, that split second or awareness that something
was terribly, awfully wrong, that she knew all those those stories had
been full of shit.

Her life had been flashing before her eyes ever since the world ended.
She didn't know what that said about her.
About her life.
About everything.
But it was what it was.

All there was for her now was Tara.
She never reached the nothing part.
***** Carol/Daryl - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "ninjas into your askbox/ So you wrote an awesome short about
     Daryl's first bj....how about a short about the first time he gave
     Carol oral sex? /ninja's out of your askbox."
"You don't have to," she started, a mess of hairline tremors and kiss-swollen
lips that were just begging to get redder under the sharp of his teeth as she
looked down at him.
Stuck on the sudden quiet.

Neither of them really acknowledging the way he'd froze up halfway to the
prize.
Stiff and awkward as the nearly trimmed v of her slicked wet and interested
square in front of his face.
The proof of how much she was into this glistening like a secret on the very
plush of her lower lips.

Fuck.

He swallowed hard, shaking his head as he squinted up at her through the mess
of his fringe.

"I want to- I got this."

It was so juvenile sounding he could have slapped himself.

He finally had her.
They were finally here - now.
And here he was acting like he'd never seen a god damned pussy before.
He licked his lips, nervous. Tongue smoothing over the chaps and cracks as he
reached forward and traced his thumb down the seam of her. Memorizing every
pretty, encouraging sound she made as he settled in for the long haul.
He wanted to do this right.

Do right by her.
Hell, as far as he was considered she would be a first time every time.
Because god knows this had been coming for far too long for him not to make a
big deal about it.
"Sit back," he rasped, easing her down. Jamming a pillow underneath hips as she
watched him through pleasure-slitted eyes.
Ready and waitin'.

He started off easy. 
All teasing flicks and gentle laps as he wrapped his arms around her thighs and
spread her wide open.
Remembering one of the few things Merle had ever told him that'd been worth
listening all the way through.
Pleasing a woman - especially like this - well, the thing was, there was an art
to it.
***** Eugene - for onedayyoujustchange *****
Chapter Summary
     *AU on the Negan scene in the finale where Eugene is hiding under
     Negan’s RV as Negan monologues before picking.
     This is set loosely in the same universe as my Eugene is a member of
     the Addam’s Family au: "Family Values (and the wonders of biology)"
"I’m like 20% sure this plan will work. The other 80% means we could die
horribly and violently, but honestly it’s a really solid plan,” he babbled to
himself, fumbling with the fuse as the tiny beam from Aaron’s pen light shone
half-heartedly into the undercarriage of the RV.
Well, the others might die.
Specifically the very people he was trying to save.
But not him.
Probably.
He’d already proven he had a particular immunity to large explosions.
Not like that fact was particularly helpful given their current situation. 
Which apparently included a mass murder with a proclivity for baseball
memorabilia and barbed wire. Something that, if you asked him, was tacky on top
of tacky. But considering the man was calling the shots around here, he was
willing to give him the benefit of the doubt.
For now.
He could almost picture Uncle Fester’s expression. Knowing without having to
think too hard what criticisms would pour right out with it. The man’s
technique was terrible of course. Torture was an art. Not a cheap sideshow
amusement. It needed the proper lighting, timing and atmosphere. Probably
decent plumbing if he could be so forward to suggest it. And the use of
leather? Overdone to say the least.
Ah, family.
“Maggie...Maggie...no...don’t!”
He looked up, peering through the gloom as Glenn lurched forward, trying to
take Negan’s attention way from where Maggie was curled over. The exquisite
tang of her pain tarting the air like the sweetest perfume. Delectable even
from this distance.
But his eyes narrowed dangerously when Negan just laughed.
He needed to work faster.
Ugh, having human friends was somuchwork.
 
***** Abraham - drabble game tumblr prompt for onedayoujustchange *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "Under normal circumstances he would speak his mind, but,
     with a gun against his head…"
He wasn't a patient man.

He'd admit to that.

The only chain he liked around his neck was the one he'd linked around himself.
And, if he was being honest with himself, usually accompanied by someone of the
female persuasion holding the other end. All silky and sultry because she'd
gotten it in her pretty little head that there was no such as teaching an old
dog new tricks.

So, naturally, listening to this bag of dicks monologue like he was on center
stage somewhere was stepping so far on his last nerve he might have well have
been floating in outer space.

He'd known people like this. He'd served with a handful of them in the force.
Even hustled their asses over the green during track and field when he'd taught
gym before the world went tit up and started waving the white flag, hollering
mercy. Snot nosed privileged, self-absorbed little shits that liked the sound
of their own noise.

Under normal circumstances he would speak his mind, but, with a gun against his
head - so to speak - and the current threat of the leather loving mother fucker
getting all 'three strikes and you're out' on them? Well, when you kept in mind
the alternative, he was content to bite and swallow his way through the shitty
part of today's crap sandwich.

For now.

He looked around, taking in as much as he could as fast as he could. Trying to
get the lay of the land and the breadth of the situation as the dark threatened
to swallow the others further down the line.

Maggie looked like pounded shit.

Daryl looked worse.

Rick looked like he'd seen hell up ahead and there was no detour.

Sasha and Rosita were-

He frowned, forcing the thought away.

Wasn't this just a peachy little vacation?

The man was in mid-song when he turned his attention on the pack of dogs that
surrounded them. Something deep in his heart of hearts chilling like a deep
freeze cranked to max when he saw less loyalty than he originally figured. 
Instead, fear was the common denominator.

Like they'd all been here once and part of them was still on their knees in the
grass, wondering-
When it happened, when the rhyme stopped and the bat swirled in front of him -
barbed wire catching the light, a mockery of a pretty thing - he only had time
to square his shoulders and look up, firm and without fear, before the world
went red stained and dark.
***** Carl + Loneliness - for buckyintights *****
Chapter Summary
     - for the five sentence fic: carl grimes, loneliness - for
     buckyintights
He didn’t realize how quiet things were in his head until he and his dad stayed
overnight in that house after the prison fell. 
If he was telling the truth, quiet was the exactly opposite of what he felt
right now. 
But here he was, getting lonely inside the silence as his dad slept
downstairs. 
The room he was reading in wasn’t anything like his old one back home, but it
could have been. 
It could have been something he might have grown into - grown up in - if the
world had given him the chance.
***** Sasha & Rosita clear the air - for tumblr anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "could you maybe write something in which Rosita and Sasha
     decide not to have bad blood between them, despite Abraham's
     behaviour?"
She was waiting in the living room when Rosita open the door.
She listened as the woman eased the door through it's premature, geriatric
creaks before they met hollow, red-rimmed eyes in the low light.
It was like looking into a mirror.

"We need to talk," she said shakily, not sure if she was more surprised or
grateful when Rosita sucked in a breath - hitching through a swallow that could
have been tears if she had any to spare - before nodding jerkily.

===============================================================================

"I'm not going to make excuses for him. That man wasn't in his feelings half
the time he should have been and the other half he was too much. A man should
know better. Anyone should," she finally spoke. Seeing no reason not to get
right to the point. To dig right down to the festering soreness that had been
building between them ever since Abraham had shown up outside her house with
the right words and the right face. The one she hadn't realized she'd been
waiting for until it was right in front of her.

He hadn't been hers for long, but he had been hers.

"He did you wrong. How he left things between you? That's on him. Just because
he's- just because he's dead doesn't make him beyond approach. I know he'd
understand  if he were here," she murmured, losing the hard edge of
determination as the flickering-dark of the storm building outside flashed the
afterimage of spreading red and the strong line of his back in front of her.
Threatening tears as her sore eyes compounded the headache building between her
temples.

She watched Rosita work her way through a swallow. Eyes sheened with tears as
she eventually nodded. Daubing at the corners before she sighed and -
eventually - huffed a laugh. Taking a deep breath before speaking for the first
time since she'd opened the door.

"I was never mad at you, not really. I was mad at him. Mad at myself.
Everything. But now-"

But now.

She nodded, understanding.

What now?

It was a question they were all struggling with.
They weren't strangers to loss, not by a long shot.
But this had felt different right from the start.
It was different.
They hadn't lost Abraham to walkers.
They'd lost him to a mad man with a bat.
That same mad man they were going to have to deal with - sooner rather than
later.

"How's Eugene?" she asked. It wasn't changing the subject. Not exactly. It was
just she couldn't help thinking about the noise Eugene had made in the back of
the RV afterwards. Something between a howl and a terrible, strangled silence.

"The same. He thinks it's his fault," Rosita answered, scrubbing her face with
her hands. Shaking her head before straightening again. "Tara is with him. He
needs her right now."

The silence that lapsed wasn't strained. It was just aware of itself. Enough
that she could hear the wind whisking the blinds in the kitchen from where
someone had cracked the window a half inch. Enough to highlight the quiet of an
empty house. Rooms with no people. No things. No-

"I think- I think he had kids. A wife. Before all this," Rosita whispered
softly. Expression jumbled between pain and a far more complicated thrum of
discomfort as the words made her look up. Chilled heat cramping her fingers as
they tightened around the arm rests in spite of herself.

"Eugene told me this morning...he told me how he met him. How he found him. He
said he couldn't be sure, he was exhausted and it was from across a parking
lot, but he said he had a gun and-"

Rosita cut herself off abruptly, swallowing thickly. Blinking fast and looking
up at the ceiling like she could stave off the tears. Just for a few more
seconds. Like it would matter somehow.

"I know Abraham...knew-" the woman's voice cracked. "He was a soldier. A
fighter. He wouldn't even think of going out that way unless..."

Unless he had something left to fight for.
Something left to live for.
Take that away and what were any of them?

She'd never been the type of person to shy away from honesty. From the truth.
Even if it was hard. But right now she hated the taste of it in her mouth. Just
like she'd hated the dead weight of him rattling loosely beside her on the
mattress in the RV on the way home. Wrapped up in a blanket that still managed
to stain the cheap foam red.

They'd all lost something - someone - when things ended.

But some people had lost more than others.
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Neither of them said very much of anything after that.

They let the silence do the rest.
***** Carol/Tara - for tumblr anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "I wish you would write a fic where..." Carol and Tara live
     happily ever after as post-apocalyptic girlfriends, never to be hurt
     or sad ever again..."
"You know, there's a perfect possible future out there where everything will
turn out just fine," Tara told her, completely out of the blue one morning
while they were still in a bed - toes tangled. More or less ignoring their
responsibilities as the sound of daily life in the Kingdom carried on outside
their trailer. Nosy and bright as always.

She blinked up at the ceiling, smiling small for a long moment before turning
her head. Getting a face full of messy brown as Tara shook her hair free from
it's pony tail. Rubbing her toes together with that nervous tic she hated to
love.

"Perfect possible future, huh?"

Tara nodded, expression somewhere between smarmy and a leer as her eyebrows
wriggled. Apparently dead set on fishing for laughter today as she couldn't
help but snort up at the ceiling. Treating the water stain above the bed to the
full breadth of emotions as she tried not to let any darker thoughts take root.

"Let me guess the odds on that," she hummed playfully, getting a shove for her
efforts. Realizing, not for the first time, that her life included a lot more
laughter since Tara had contentedly bulldozed her way into it.

"My point is, who's to say we aren't in it now?" Tara pointed out, eyes
crossing as she blew at a stray wisp of hair hanging stubbornly over her eyes.
"That this is as bad as things are going to get and from here on out everything
is going to be-"

"Good?" she supplied, knuckling the thatch of hair back behind her lover's ear
with the curl of her forefinger.

"Yeah," Tara murmured, dozing off a bit. "Good."
===============================================================================
She thought about that for a long time.

Deciding that at the end of the day, she certainly liked the sound of it.
***** Aaron/Eric - for shepardmoreau *****
Chapter Summary
     - Five sentence fic: "aaric and snow."
     ...I failed at the 5 part.
“It’s freezing,” Eric complained, cheeks tinted freckle-red as he peered out
from underneath what looked like at least three different scarves.
“You’re wearing four layers,” he pointed out - mildly amused when Eric sniffed
unhappily. “Oh come on, lets just catch the bus home and I’ll make soup.”
“And hot chocolate,” Eric demanded, nose as red as his cheeks - actively trying
to bury himself deeper into the snow-coated tangle of scarves. “With booze.”
“Deal,” he hummed warmly, taking his arm as they started off towards the bus
stop.
***** Caryl - for wanky anon *****
He wanted to wait.
To ease 'em into it
You know, do shit the rightaway instead of the way they usually did things.
But the truth was, he was too greedy not to start pushing the boundaries a
little - especially after Carol came back to Alexandria with him. After
everyone’s wounds were more or less healed and she was home, with him, where
she belonged.
It was nothing bad, mind you.
Nah - nothing like that.
It was just- stretchin’, ya know?
Feeling each other out as they negotatied the rest with their bodies and tried
to figure out where they stood with each other when everything was said and
done. 
It wasn’t easy. Hell, his heart had been pounding like a son of a bitch the
time he eased his fingers through her hair and tugged.Tense and eager all at
once as he waited to see how she’d respond.
If she’d curl away or-
But she didn’t. 
And suddenly it wasn’t just him that was fucking gagging for it.
Because she was right there with ‘im.
Her little moans of pleasure ringing out all the louder as he knotted his
knuckles in that mess of sweet silver-tint and pulled.
===============================================================================
 
Maybe that was the thing, maybe there weren’t no rightway.
***** Caryl for another wanky anon *****
He was wedged between her theighs - tongue curling around the pearl of her -
slick down his chin when he heard it.
That first, stuttered, surprised little moan.
He looked up, panting into the half dark as she shuddered. Body trying to
follow him as he watched her. Licking his lips and owning her taste as her
breasts quivered.
And hell if that didn't light a fire in 'im.
Not sure if he was more aroused or in danger of drowning in his own god damn
pride when he finally leaned down and did it again.
Finding a strange sort of pleasure in knowing she was reaching her own when she
started grabbing at him.
Making noise.
Sounds.
Needing it.
Needinghim as she tugged at the long of his hair, begging him to be just that
much closer.
To kill any distance that remained between them andjust fucking dive rightin
the same time as her lithe little hips started hammering forward like the kick-
back of one of the semi-autos.

And yeah-

He figured this right here was the kind of shit that made the rest of this
sorry ass world worth it.
***** Rositara - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Anon asked for: "Maybe some really sweet comfort sex between Tara and
     Rosita, because Denise is dead and so is Abraham?"
The truth was, nothing ever happens the way you expect it to.

It keeps her up sometimes, toes tangled in the sheets as Rosita slept close
beside her.

That they only got here because people died.

People they'd loved.

People they'd cared about.

It wasn't the way she'd wanted things to happen, but they had.

She figured it was on her - on them - to accept that. To make good use of what
they'd been given as the weeks since Denise and Abraham's death turned into
months, years and so on. Even when there were days - bad ones - where that was
honestly the last thing she wanted to do.

Yeah, survivors guilt was a bitch like that.

But here they were.

Together.

Practically breathin' in sync.

Smelling Rosita's familiar smell in the crease between their pillows.

The evidence of them strewn all around the room in form of clothes and knick-
knacks.
A couple of years worth of togetherness.
The type of thing that was enough on the good days and just painful enough to
sting on the bad.
But at the end of the day, they had each other.
And that was enough.
It had to be.
***** Caryl - for wanky anon *****
She couldn’t help but get stuck on it when he licked his lips and eyed her
through the mess of his fringe. Worrying at his lower lip with his teeth as his
thumb made tracks towards her center.
Anyone who didn’t know him better might think he was putting on a show. That he
knew what he was doing enough to be cocky about it. That he was teasing her
somehow. Building the molten warmth pooling in her belly hotter and hotter.
But she knew better.
This was him.
Daryl.
Pure and simple.
Hedonistic, uncertain and careful in spades.
And christ if he wasn’t worth the wait.
===============================================================================
 
She had no real point of reference for what happened next. When Daryl slid down
the blue-veined pale of her. Stubble rasping down the red of more than a few
healing wounds before he came to a stop.
Breathing hot and humid against her center through the thin of her panties.
Turning the air muggy and thick as he nosed into the damp cotton. Looking up at
her for a long, deliberate moment before he pressed his tongue against her.
Firming it up against the nub of her clit through the layer like an
introduction.
Her throat dipped like an unvoiced cry.
Ed hadnt-
Not ever.
Not once.
But Daryl-
“You gotta say it,” he chided, hiding his face in the curve of her. Voice so
wrecked already that she was sure one of them was going to die. “Please…Carol.
You gotta- I need to know this is okay. That yer-”
The cieling above them was a patch-mark tapestry of old water stains and home
renovation regrets. But it was enough. Enough to remind her that the worst
wounds were the ones left untended and gaping. The ones you didn’t think you
needed to treat - that they would go away eventually - rather than turn
gangerine-inked and infected.
She opened her mouth as he nuzzled back in. Nose rubbing just so as she buried
her hand in his hair and arched. Letting everything else go.
“More…”
And he gave her everything.
***** Caryl smut - for dandelioncherokee *****
He was still panting, chest heaving with one hand slung over his face, when he
finally looked up at her through the cracks between his fingers. 
“I didn’t.. I didn’t know you liked it like that...” he rasped, still just a
little bit out of breath. Enough to be endearing rather than a reflection of
the fact that - strictly speaking - they were both probably a bit too old to be
steadily ticking off the boxes of mutual sexual discovery.
She just grinned, stretching out across the mattress as her ass burned
pleasantly. Cheshire-wide and almost disgustingly pleased with herself as she
slung her thigh over his. Feeling his cock - now soft and dripping into the
crease of his thigh - twitch at the pressure of skin to skin as she nuzzled
close.
Finding a delicious little thrill in the fact that she would be able to feel it
- him - every time she sat down for the next couple of days at least.
***** Happy!Glenn *****
Chapter Summary
     anon request: could you do happy!Glenn fic? Hope I'm not bothering
     you but I feel like we could all use it.
     The dinner party was still in full swing outside when he slowly made
     his way up the steps and into the house. His son sleeping fitfully in
     his arms. Too exhausted to keep his eyes open, but too excited to be
     deeply asleep. Not yet anyway.
     He eased the door open and inhaled, smiling. Following the lingering
     scents of dinner and Maggie’s perfume up the stairs and into their
     room. Familiar house. Familiar smells. Only now starting to thin out
     - vanishing slowly like shifting dunes and warm mist on a cool
     morning. An impermanent reminder that everything fades, given enough
     time.
     His son squirmed across the mattress of his almost too small crib.
     Admittedly, they’d been putting off getting him a ‘big boy bed.’
     They’d wanted to hang onto the pudgy cheeks and constant ‘mum-mum-mum
     dad-dad-dad’ phase a little while longer.
     The disparity in the light and dark made him pause in the doorway
     before he closed it. Realizing, not for the first time, that they’d
     all made it. That the world might not be perfect, but it had given
     him this. His son. Maggie. His family. Before he shook his head and
     closed the door.
     He had what he hadn’t realized he’d always wanted. Strange how the
     end of the world can rewire your priorities. How when Maggie
     hesitantly brought up the idea of trying again the other day, his
     first reaction wasn’t full out panic, but a spreading flush of
     warmth.
     Either way, it gave him a lot to think about.
     Abraham was on the front porch, lighting a cigar with a threesome of
     matches - palm curled to protect the flame - when he closed the door
     and stepped back out into the growing evening.
     “Got banished from the land of the den-mothers,” Abraham grunted, not
     seeming too put out by it as he mimed Sasha booting his ass for even
     so much as thinking about lighting up at the table.
     He leaned against the railing, keeping the man company as Daryl
     smacked the table uproariously at something Eric had said. The entire
     party dissolving into laughter and full out giggles as Aaron mimed
     talking the wine away from his boyfriend.
     “Ever think all this could have turned out differently?” he asked
     softly, unsure of where the words were coming from as a small frown
     took up a fleeting residence on his face. Getting the strangest
     feeling that-
     “Nah, man,” Abraham hummed, drawing him soundly back from where ever
     the thoughts had originally been leading him and firmly back into the
     moment. Puffing contentedly as a blue-grey haze of cigar smoke
     wreathed around the man’s head like something centuries old and half
     hidden in the gloom of the porch. Adding a layer to the moment as the
     high, tinkling sound of Maggie and Sasha’s laughter reached them.
     “Shits exactly where it should be…”

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***** Glenn talking to Daryl - for underlilthswings *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "I compliment the spread," sounds like cunnilingus advice
     Glenn would give to Daryl.
“No, dude- I mean- you gotta...like- compliment the spread, you know?” Glenn
told him seriously. Staring into the bottom of his glass with one eye closed
like the tunnel vision would somehow help. Earnest in that way only the truly
smashed can be as he reached over and refilled the kid’s glass with another
overly generous shot of Jim Bean.
“You gotta set the table, right? Fold the napkins, set out the trivets. Get
everything ready and THEN- then you can sit down and eat,” Glenn added,
wavering slightly as he missed his lips with the glass and kissed the rim
against his cheekbone with an awkward clunk he didn’t even seem to register.
He blinked.
Then blinked again.
Trying to process it as Glenn hiccuped and finally knocked back his shot.
It didn’t make a fucking lick of sense.
And he had no idea what the hell a trivet actually was.
He didn’t even know what they were talking about anymore.
Whatever it was, he was sorry he’d asked!
***** Daryl backstory - for wanky anon *****
Chapter Summary
     prompt: Would you stop with your daryl defense. It's fucking
     annoying. Daryl is a screw up live with it
“Yer nothin’ but a screw up, boy!” his father snarled. Thin lips pulling back
to highlight crooked teeth and a white-slime tongue. “Live with the fact it or
go out like your fucking coward of a mother did, huh? Drinking herself stupid
every night till poof-gone. Yer weak like her, I knew it the second you came
out of the bitch. Always cryin’ - just like now. Stop yer blubberin’ and get
out of my sight!”
He ran. Throat burning with the acid re-flux of the dinner he’d stole from some
idiot who had his back turned for too long. So hungry he could have died. So
hungry he couldn’t even regret it when the man shouted and grabbed him by the
arm. Sinking deep hand-print bruises into his skin as he kicked and clawed and
bit. Remembering everything Merle had ever bothered to teach him before-
The cop hadn’t be nice when he’d 'im tossed in the back of the car, but he
hadn’t been bad neither. It wasn’t until he recognized the turn they made at
the fork in the road that he realized it was worse than that. Worse than jail.
Cop figured he was doing him a favor by bringing him back home. By not pressing
charges. By slipping a crisp five dollar bill into his pocket for his father to
find and use for god knows what before he swatted him on the behind to get him
going when they finally pulled up and his old man swaggered down the porch
steps with an ax in his hands.
“Next time I won’t be so nice, kid. So get your act together, you hear?”
No one was nice.
No one was kind.
Everyone left.
Everyone who mattered anyway.
===============================================================================
 
He could still taste the whisky that’d been on his father’s breath back in the
house when he tripped into a muddy hollow and muffled his sobs in the brackish
dirt.
He just had to hold out until Merle got back from juvy.
He could do that.
Once Merle was back everything would better. 
He would make everything right, just like he used to.
***** Carol/Daryl/Ezekiel - for onedayoujust change. *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Threesome, carol worship
"Where there is life, there is life. I hope that's not what you're walking away
from."

She sighed, restless across the sheets as Daryl and Ezekiel kissed hesitant-
soft above her. They were still new together. Still figuring each other out.
But they wanted. God, did they want.Like all good, genuine things, it’d been
slow to grow, but present from the very beginning. Just like Ezekiel had been
for her until Daryl had shown up on her door-step, animal and grief-wounded.
The man had always been safe. Warm. And now he was theirs.

Salt and pepper dreads trailed across the cream of her stomach. Kissing his way
down her belly towards the apex of her thighs as Daryl's tongue laved over a
nipple. She squirmed pleasantly at the wet when one of their exhales pebbled
cool air over the sensitive tip. Making her sigh as Ezekiel pressed a knowing
smile into the soft of her thigh.
She knows if she looks up now she’ll see them gazing at one another in the
dark. All masculine-confident as her throat leaks with the soft of her
femininity. And for now, she lets them have their moment. Lips stretching full
with a secret of her own as Daryl’s thumb brushed lightly over the pearl of her
clit. Knowing that with less than a single word, she would hold court and the
two of them would follow her lead.
Her boys.
***** Ezekiel/Morgan - for youwereneveraslicebitch *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: hear me out: morgan and king ezekiel. MORGAN AND KING
     EZEKIEL. like not white people invovled. like them being a thing.
“Then let me make it official! A royal proclamation for all to hear. Welcome,
young maiden, to the glory of my kingdom!”
The girl blushed, tipping a wobbling curtsy before hiding her face in the warm
bulk of Jerry’s side. Shy but still smiling as the big man reached down and
scooped her up. Making big talk about scrounging up some peach cobbler before
the kitchen cleaned up for the afternoon. 
She was already looking a far cry from the painfully skinny little thing that
had nearly took his hand off when he and Ben had found her holed up in the
rotting ceiling of looted convenience store a couple of weeks back. She barely
allowed Jerry out of her sight these days, and frankly Jerry hardly seemed to
be fussed about it.
Ezekiel was still smiling - genuinely pleased as he watched them go - before he
made his presence known. Making sure not to startle Shiva as the big cat
whuffeda regal greeting.
“Hey,” he opened simply, staff steady and at rest in his free hand as he
watched Ezekiel’s smile grow even wider. The type of expression that was his,
and his alone. Watching the kingly act drop slowly - fraction by fraction -
until it was just the man again. 
The same one he’d been waking up next to for the last little while and couldn’t
deny he hadn’t been loving every second.
“You have a minute?”
Ezekiel grinned, knowing and coy in a way that somehow managed to reach his
eyes first.
“For you? Always.”
He raised a brow when the man rose out of his chair and treated him to a
graceful bow. Costume robes swirling as he cut a dramatic figure across the
creaking auditorium stage.
“You try any of thatKing Ezekiel of the Realm bullshit when I have my hands on
you and I’m gone, you hear?”
Ezekiel’s laugh was pitch rich, rolling and a complete pleasure to listen to as
he allowed himself to be drawn into a warm, rough-lipped kiss as Shiva snuffled
a long suffering sound somewhere behind them.
***** Carol/Ezekiel - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     prompt: Carzekiel fic
As these things so often do, it started innocently.
His wish for her well-being, in all it’s modes and mediums - had been sincere.
It had been refreshing to be on equal footing with someone again. Someone who
knew what it meant to play the game and win.
Don’t bullshit a bullshitter.
It hadn’t exactly been elegant - and certainly not kingly. 
But perhaps that was the point. 
Around her he could just be. 
In fact, she insisted upon it.
===============================================================================
Her friendship had been slow to reap a harvest. But undeniably rewarding when
she’d gifted him with that first true smile months after they’d gotten her
settled in the outskirts of the Kingdom,
She was a complex woman. 
His favorite kind if he was being honest with himself. 
But she wasn’t a challenge or some prize to be won either. 
It hadn’t been like that.
Like he’d said, the rest had kind of creeped up on him until one day, almost by
accident - he realized exactly what he’d been feeling. He realized exactly what
he’d allowed to grow almost to fruition right under his god damned nose.
By that point he was in too deep not to try.
===============================================================================
He didn’t realize she’d been waiting on someone else until the day he brought
her a bar of chocolate rather than his customary piece of fruit. Watching her
shoulders slump like a tell. Too distracted to pay any mind to Shiva was the
big cat brushed against her. Making herself comfortable on the rug by the fire.
His smile fell only slightly as he watched something flicker behind her eyes.
“I hope I don’t disappoint,” he offered softly. 
She stared at him for a long time before letting him in. 
But when she did, it was with a smile.
===============================================================================
“Someday the fairy tale will end,” she warned, tracing the light brown ridges
of the old scars that adorned his chest in off-center constellations. They were
battle scars from another life. She had them too. He knew that much. Making the
nerves under his skin twitch and laugh before she pressed her lips against the
one that was by far the most ugly. Puckered, time-pale and deep, before
clambering on top of him and straddling his chest. Letting go of an
appreciative sound as she slithered lower and lower and-
Ah!
“But not today,” he rasped after an unsteady pause. Inhaling shakily as her
lips wrapped around his length. Taking him deep as his back tried to arc under
her delicate feather-weight.
“No, not today,” she agreed.
The darkness swallowed the rest.
Just like it always did.
***** Daryl/Carol/Ezekiel - for likegalileodroppedtheorange *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: OMBeyoncé that Daryl/Carol/Ezekiel smut gave me life. Thank
     you. Please write more
It wasn't until Daryl was splayed across the sheets, every muscle soft and
loosely pliable, that she chanced asking. Enjoying the twitching play of his
skin against hers as Ezekiel snored softly into the creases of Daryl's pillow.
One arm draped gently over the scar-studded skin of Daryl's back like weight-
downed comfort. Keeping the both of them grounded in a way she'd never felt
anything quite like before as Daryl seemed to thrive under the attention.

"What do you think of him?" she asked softly. Splitting her attention between
the two of them as Ezekiel slept on, more or less between them. "Really?"

Daryl huffed into the pillow. Breath humid and only slightly stale. Creating a
temporarily domestic eco-system that centered them in her bed in the road-side
house. Still decorated in the style of another woman from another life now long
since gone to rot. Buried in a fresh plot outside in the cemetery. She'd made
sure of that.

"Figure he's found his, you know?" he answered after a pause. Not moving even
so much as an inch from the contented curl of limbs and naked skin despite the
fact she knew he was starting to feel crowded. "I just hope someone doesn't
take a siege engine to it someday, you know?"

She nodded, wordless. Knowing deep in the heart of her that someday someone
would and there would be no way to save him from it.
From how it felt to lose everything  - all over again.
Especially when you were the one responsible.
The one in charge.
The one who had the most to lose at the end of the day as each and every life
that was lost weighed heavy and suffocating in the center of your chest.
She knew.
Daryl knew.
They all knew.
But Ezekiel?
===============================================================================

That was what life was now.
Good followed by bad followed by good again, and so on.
And there was nothing they could do but be here to help him make sense of the
pieces when it all came crashing down around him.
She did have a secret though.
A secret, impossible wish that somehow- between the three of them, they might
just come out whole this time around.

Maybe.
***** Daryl/Carol - silver-89 *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: I would love some hurt/comfort fic following Daryl's escape
     from Neg@n's compound. The show is probably gonna gloss over it so
     I'd really love to see a. That he's not okay and b. all the comfort,
     from Carol preferably :)
"Who are you?"

"Negan."

"Negan!"

"NEGAN!"

He woke with a stuttered jerk. Something dipped in violence and previous
experience. Laced thick with the echos of that damned song he already knew
would be in the background for many nightmares to come.

He rubbed his eyes with the heel of his palm. Flaking sleep out of the pillow
creases and squint lines. Hands curling like desperate, clawed anchors around
an unfamiliar mattress as every muscle hackled itself high. Freezing in place
as the weather-beaten drapes fluttered behind him like tattered ghosts.

For a strange, almost unnaturally long second he almost forgot where he was.
Forgetting that he wasn't back there. Listening to that prick's name rebound
like the world's worst case of a broken record. Forgetting everything that’d
come after Alexandria, after the key Sherry had slipped under his door, all of
it- until the warm weight of her trickled back to him like water over parched
soil. Spreading wide before slowly -ever so slowly - sinking in through the
cracks.

"Everything okay?" Carol asked, voice pleasant and hers as the weak light of a
late stage moon filtered in through the window. Casting shadows on the wall
across from them.

A rough edged"yeeah" was on the tip of his tongue. Primary and truthfully
negligent. But then he remembered the last thing Glenn had said to him. The way
Abraham had stood tall- how he’d gotten back up after the first hit. How Maggie
had cried - wrenching and terrible and sick. He remembered the look on Carol’s
face in the Saviors compound. He remembered her face when he’d asked her the
same question and all at once he justcouldn't.

"No," he rasped. Low and defeated - like a whisper. Something that tanked
whatever was left of the peaceful, easy mood they'd been building over the past
few days and had her shifting across the uneven box-spring. Filling the air
with the soft rasp of bare legs across shitty sheets and suddenly- suddenly he
couldn't breathe-

It was dark.
When had it gotten so dark?
The room was small. With a slit of light under the door that led out into the
hallway, just like the cell. Just similar enough to make everything that much
more real as the world spun and Carol’s hands were splaying out into empty air
as he struggled himself upright. Naked and vulnerable against the closing
weight of the room.
He couldn’t do anything else but swallow down the phantom re-flux of half
digested dog food and stale bread. Pulsing racing as pin-pricks of sweat slush-
slushed across his skin. Making him feel dirty. Unclean. Tangy and offensive to
his own senses as he clenched his hands into brutal fists. Chest rising and
falling as his throat grew thick with it. Turning every swallow into a
panicking nightmare and-
He came back to her with a belated flinch when her hands gentled around his
shoulders. Pulling him down and in until his head was resting in her lap and
her hands were carding gently through his hair. Slowing everything back down on
him in that way only she seemed capable of doing.
“Neither am I,” she admitted softly.
And maybe that was okay.
For now.
***** Aaron/Eric - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: I'm not sure if you take requests as far as writing but if
     you do, would there be even an inkling of a chance that you would do
     an aaron and eric reunion after the saviors bc god knows the show
     ain't giving it to us.
He was slick across the tiles when he registered the gentlewoosh of the shower
door opening behind him. He smiled even though he could see him - eyes tightly
closed as the last of their shampoo rinsed itself from his hair - when Aaron
wrapped his arms around him from behind.

"Hey," he hummed, tipping his head up into the luke-warm spray. Something tight
easing in his chest now that he was back home.

"Hey," Aaron returned, mouthing the words into the the freckle-dusted skin
between his neck and shoulder blade. Like he needed them to permeate the skin
in order to make it real. Hips canting awkwardly into the flush of his ass in a
way that was more self-comforting than it was an overture.

He cracked a lid when Aaron's hands tightened around him spasmodically. Like he
was desperately trying to hold back a shiver as he registered two things in
quick succession.

First, Aaron still had his clothes on. Pants and shirt now suctioned to his
skin in a living layer.
And second, the water between his toes was tinted with a washed-out red.
Swirling down the drain as dirty, crimson flakes told him everything he needed
to know.
More than he needed to know, honestly.

He looked up at the shower head and the comforting haze of surrounding steam
with a sigh before he turned around in Aaron's arms and pulled him close.
Saying nothing when the hot gush of tears finally started. Mingling with the
water and the lean curve of his skin as he soaked up everything Aaron had to
give and returned that needed comfort tenfold.

The war was never over.
***** Merle and Daryl, 7x02 - silver-89 *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Take it into AU territory with Merle getting him out of
     there. I miss my Dixon bro feels and also this would kinda be a
     redemption arc for Merle leaving him with their dad. (Not that he
     needs redemption from us but for himself and his guilt, just to be
     clear)
Whatever he'd been expecting when the door creaked open in the middle of the
night, it certainly wasn't Merle's yellowing Cheshire-wide smile staring back
at him in the near dark.

He blinked through the greasy tendrils of his hair, then blinked again. But
every time Merle stayed solid. Real.
Huh.

"Com'on little bro, get yer shit together," Merle hissed. Looking down the hall
at something he couldn't see. "We don't have much time before this place goes
tit up like an angry ant-hill."

He grunted when Merle yarded him upright. Wobbling into the firm of his
brother's side for a long moment before his bare skin registered against
Merle's bloody clothes and he flinched back like someone had him on a string.

He was naked in the dark.

His old man had laughed when he hadn't been able to sleep in the new house. The
one their mother had never stepped foot in. The one that didn't have her sounds
and smells. The sound of her laughter on a good day and the tissue-snuffle of
tears on the bad. It hadn't been right. And things had never been right again
after that. Like the fire had taken more than just her somehow.

Merle had been too angry to notice.

He wheeled away, almost delirious. Noticing for the first time that the song
had stopped playing. So tired he could barely think straight.

"You with me?" Merle demanded, over loud and trumpeting. "Hey- pay attention. I
didn't nearly die three times gettin' here so tall, dark and dickhead could get
the better of ya' did i?"

A bundle of clothes whupped against his chest as the familiar scent of stale
nicotine, sweat and leather nearly made him believe in miracles.

"Tell me I didn't, cause shit, Darylina. That would be a sad state of affairs."

He pulled on the shirt and stepped awkwardly into the loose pair of jeans.
Shoving bare feet into grungy looking hikers that were still warm off someone
else's feet. They fit. Barely.

"How-"

His brother just clicked his tongue. Smirking low into the basement quiet. One
eye on the empty hall. Standing sentry with a lazy stance that to anyone else
might have been mistaken for over-confidence.

"Remember what I taught you? There's always a way out. Always an angle. All you
have to do is find it."

The dig was silent. That therehad been an angle but he hadn't been smart enough
to find it. He let it go, but his jaw tightened all the same.

"Where are the others?" he grunted.

"Rick is still trying to extricate his balls from his insides so I figured I'd
make it easy for him. I left in the middle of the night. Slipped over the wall
all cat like. But shit man, I'm gettin' old," Merle complained, tossing him a
Glock and a spare huntin' knife he vaguely recognized as-

Glenn.

It was his fault.

Glenn was-

The cuff on the back of his head was jarring. Smacking him back to the present
in a way that had him baring his teeth. Almost spoiling for a fight because he
knew from experience that would be easier.

"Don't you do that on me, you hear? Shit happens.Shit happened. The kid is
gone. So is Mr. Military. That's the facts. They ain't nice or kind- they just
at and you gotta swallow that. You think they'd want you to die naked in some
hole in the asshole of the world because you're too broken up about what
happened to make it mean somethin'? Man up!" Merle hissed, towing him out into
the hall with an angry jerk. Silver grey stubble rasping across the leather
collar of his vest. Something he'd picked up not long after they'd lost the
prison and Merle had managed to meet him and Beth on he road before-

The words - once they'd sunk in - were surprisingly deep. Enough to startle him
out of the static-strewn haze he'd been living under for the past week, maybe
longer.

It wasn't until they'd made it out of the compound that he replied. Coughing a
bit through the stale of his breath and the parched raw of his throat as he
chewed at the words before setting them out into the open.

"Merle?"

"Yeah?"

He waited until the clouds shifted and Merle was looking back at him -
anticipatory.

"Thank you."

He was surprised all over again when Merle just nodded. It was more of a
shallow dip of his head than anything. But it was free of all the usual lies
and resting sarcasm. Bold as brass with an unusual truth.

"Out of everyone here, little bro, 'yer the one who'll always be worth savin'.
And I'll kick in the teeth of anyone who says different, you hear?"

He swallowed hard before nodding.

It didn't make things better.
Not even close.

But it was a start.
***** Enid - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: anon wanted what Enid was thinking about as she entered
     Alexandria for the first time.
"Jesus christ- it's a kid. Open the gate!"

"What? A kid? Did he say a kid?"

"Spencer, she bit?"

"No, no- she's fine. She has a backpack. She's holding it. Let her in. We won't
hurt you- hey, it's okay. You're safe here. I promise."

She didn't knock.

She didn't have the energy.

There were words.
Words the man was speaking.
But she couldn't hear them.
She'd forgotten how to listen.
She'd made a bargain with silence when she'd been out on her own and now her
body was holding her to it.

"What's your name? My name is Spencer. My mother is the leader of this place.
Alexandria. The people behind the gate won't hurt you. It's just Tobin,
Nicholas and Sturgus. They're going to open the gate now, it's going to be a
bit loud, is that alright?"

She was weakness on legs that were knocking back and forth. Trying to crumple
on her as the man in the tower set his gun aside and showed her pale hands.
Smiling with white teeth and ducking his chin into his chest like he was trying
to prove it in real time as the front gate rattled and parted. Slowly rolling
open to reveal clean blacktop, white picket fence houses and a handful of
people slowly trickling down from their front porches.

"Sturgus, get Deanna and Aaron. Tell them we have a guest. Nicholas- get Pete.
She doesn't look so-"
The acid-re-flux of her last meal rose up in her throat. Forcing her to swallow
it back down again as the crusts of old blood smeared across her face caught
and pulled taut as her expression shifted.

It wouldn't last.

Good things never did.

But she could have it while it lasted.

She could survive for right now.

The tallest one caught her before her legs gave out.
And when she turned her face into his chest - away from the eyes, the sounds
and the jarring sunlight - the only thing she could smell was the lingering
ghost of her father's cologne.
***** Caryl - for wanky anon "Help me (hold my breath)" *****
Chapter Summary
     wanky anon: "I suggest you hold you breath for caryl to become
     canon."
The first time had been an accident.
She’d been restless in her sleeping bag. Half suffocated as Ed snored. Somehow
managing to take up most of the tent as Sophia slept beside her. Curled up like
a little pill-bug against her chest. She managed to wriggle free without waking
either of them. Pressing a kiss across her daughter’s temple before slipping
out of the tent flaps. Wrapping her arms around herself as she looked up at the
RV. Barely able to see the lit butt of a cigarette glowing pale ember-rose on
the roof as the nighttime sounds of the quarry made her feel small.
Merle was on watch.
Or maybe T-dog?
She couldn’t tell in the gloom.
But she knew they could see her clear as day.
It didn’t make her feel better.
She shivered.
She walked over to the edge of the quarry ridge, rubbing at her arms.
Wondering, not for the first time, if someday she was going to wake up and all
this was going to turn out to be some sort of terrible dream. That she’d blink
awake and find herself in their bed back home. The only one who remembered the
entire world coming to an end.
She was looking down at the water when something - something flaring and pearl
in the casting moonlight - caught her attention. Her breath caught in her
throat as the distant sound of splashing helped her focus. There was someone in
the water. Getting a glimpse of a curving back and-
No.
No, that was impossible.
_______________
The second time had also been an accident- after a fashion.
The next night she couldn’t sleep was after Sophia and the highway and all she
could hear was the nighttime sounds of the Greene family farm through the thin
of the RV windows. She didn’t really think about it when she slipped outside
and into the main house. Wincing every time she hit a creaky floorboard or got
momentarily lost in the dark. Imagining every hulking shadow to be Ed’s ruined
face- or worse as she quietly eased her way upstairs and into Daryl’s room.
She wasn’t sure why, but the moment she entered she started to breathe freely
again. Like just being here, with him, was akin to an audible sigh of relief.
It wasn’t a feeling the others seemed to share, even after everything he’d done
for them - for her - so far. But for her at least, it had always been like
this. Long before what she’d seen- what she thoughtshe’d seen back at the
quarry that night.
She watched him cautiously. Knowing that if he woke up her presence would not
be welcomed. Settling herself down in the chair beside his bed as he slept on -
frowning even now. It took all her willpower not to reach over and smooth the
budging lines. Soaking in the grudging serenity he so often seemed to provide
as exhaustion threatened to take her for it’s own. Lulling down, further and
further, as he shifted across the mattress. A slowly building hush-hush-
huuushfilling the air around her like a thousand nesting doves as she slowly
closed her eyes and let sleep have her.
The last thing she remembered was the sensation of being held and the blinding
flare of an enduring, fracturing light on the other side of her eyelids.
Knowing two things like breathing as the salt-tang of tears trickled down her
cheeks. First, that her daughter was dead. And second, that she’d never been
safer in her entire life than she’d been cradled in that singular, rushing
moment.
He was gone from the sheets by the time she woke up.
Two days later, a demon wearing her daughter’s skin stumbled out of the barn.
And for the second time, Daryl was the one that caught her before she fell.
_______________
The third time was deliberate.
She had no excuse for herself when she walked in on him in the showers at the
prison. Feeling something in her curl like pleasure as his wings stretched out
- ruffling and flaring under the spray. Feathers puffing up like preening as
every mighty beat swirled the haze of steam around them like dust-motes.
Star stuff.
The white and brown speckled plumage arched high like a threat display when he
turned around and found her watching. Eyes blazing fierce as water dripped down
the scarred lines of his chest and the quivering bare of his thighs. Cock
flaccid and nesting between them before he seemed to realize everything he was
giving away. Tucking his wings behind his back like whiplash as the air around
them seemed to shimmer, blurring the edges in a way that made her realize how
he must have been hiding them all along.
“Oh, please don’t...” she breathed, giving everything away as she took a
careless step forward. One hand reaching out as he flinched. “Please...you’re
so beautiful.”
He stilled. Watching her cautiously through the wet of his fringe. Wings
twitching, uncertain, as he allowed her to take another step, then another.

“I ain’t what you think,” he rasped, skin trembling when she stepped close
enough to touch. Looking up at him as the water from the shower suctioned her
clothes tight to her skin. Beading wet down her face as his wings arched above
her like a feathery cloak. Protecting her from the worst of the cooling spray.
“I’m a stray- ain’t even properly nothin’. I got bit in the beginning. I was in
the between place. And the man upstairs- he- he asked me if I wanted to-”
“I don’t care,” she told him. Asking permission with her eyes before reaching
up and running her fingers through the shuddering of his primary feathers.
Never once looking away from his face as his knees threatened to wobble.
Expression momentarily transported before he grabbed her wrist in a gentle
hold.
“Something went wrong up there- no one is listening.We’re alone.”
She didn’t quite understand the smile the spread across her face in the
aftermath. Feeling something expand inside her rib-cage as the warm-damp of
feathers and skin melded together and made her bold. Wrapping her arms around
him as her cheek found a tenuous home against his chest. Existing there alone
for a long moment before the careful, impossible bones that made up his wings
draped around her like she’d been made to fit inside that exact space. 
And strangely enough, she found strength inside that brand new niche of
understanding as Daryl breathed shallow and loud against her. Realizing that
perhaps there was something about everything that’d happened which made sense
somehow.
Maybe they were on the wrong side of heaven with sheared wingtips for a reason.
Maybe.
***** Maggie crying - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: "maggie :("
Whenever she closed her eyes she could see him.

It was so clear.

Accessible.

Death was a road that stretched on as far as the eye could see.

It was the rattle of an RV and the humming background noise of old, familiar
friends.

It was the smell of sweat and the same stick of deodorant they'd had to share
for a long smattering of weeks out on the road.

It was soft black hair feathering across her cheek whenever he leaned in for a
kiss.

Death was like life, only it was paved on the ghosts of memory.

It was the past.

The present.

But never the future.

And it was always, without fail, just out of her reach.
She supposed there was a reason for that, at the end of the day.
But for now, the dreams would be enough.


***** Gregory - for Leigh57 *****
Chapter Summary
     - Gregory being Gregory, really.
Honestly, the end of the world had been a whole lot like a kick in the teeth as
far as he was concerned.
He'd been two years away from retirement for Christ sakes!
Two years!

He'd earned it.

He'd been entitled to it.

Entitled to that life.

He'd spent his entire life following all the little rules.
Save.
Invest.
Watch the stocks.
Wear this brand.
Date casually in the upper tiers.
Have large wardrobe.
A by-weekly cleaning service.
Drive a nice car for four years, trade it in and buy the new model.
Own property.
Have a chair on the city council.

And what had it got him?

Absolutely nothing.
Nothing good at any rate.
===============================================================================
It'd got him out of breath, stinking with sweat and his neighbor's blood as he
took the stairs two at a time. Being chased up and up and up towards the
penthouse of his apartment building. It got him in a car accident on the side
of a deserted road. Forced to pull himself out of the passenger seat of own his
Mercedes, all flashing lights and a steaming hood as the solider who'd gotten
him out - who'd seen him stalled in traffic as the rest of his unit disappeared
under a writhing pile of ripping flesh and camouflage greens - remained slumped
against the steering wheel. Drip-drip-dripping messy red across the leather
interior. It got him retching behind the manor after he'd cooked the eggs he'd
found in the staff refrigerator without even thinking about it. Every sound
lonely and echoing as a dead man in a black business suit and a very expensive
yellow tie shambled down the long driveway towards him.

The end of the world had been unkind, messy and downright inconvenient.
And frankly he was tired of it.
He had enough to deal with just keeping this place running and clean, and now
the Alexandrian's were pressing on his last nerve and god damnit- he wasn't
afraid of saying so!
***** Caryl - sick with the cold/flu for anon *****
The rustle of bed-sheets from the other room caught his attention. Hearing that
same rattling, dry cough as he levered himself up off the couch. Wincing a bit
when it turned sharp and vicious, the kind of cough that hurts leaving you, but
bothers you worse if you don’t get it out.
He padded barefoot into the kitchen for a glass of water and a mug of that
broth he’d been slow cooking for a while now.
He knew he was fucking hovering.
But hell if he could help it.
He’d never had much in the way of self-control whenever she was concerned. 
Especially when she was like this.
She’d never exactly made a habit out of being vulnerable, but whenever she was
- regardless of the reason - it always bothered him like an itch he couldn’t
quite scratch.
Shit just wasn’t right, is all.
Still, when he eased open the door with his foot and stepped inside, she still
managed to give him that same, tired smile she always did. The good one that
made it all the way up to her eyes. Runny nose, or not.
He figured that was something, at least.
***** Aaron/Eric - for ankleboner *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: B PLEATHEEE WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT THAT AARIC SCENE...BUT A
     FLUFFY REUNION...CUZ THAT SHIT MADE ME SAD N PARANOID :(
The first time Eric called him babe he went red in the middle of the Starbucks
drive-thru. And not a gentle blushing red that you could excuse on the weather
or a mild allergy. He meant a full on ugly, sweating, tomato-red.

Eric had laughed for the better part of an hour and repeated it for the next
two days straight until he honestly couldn't fathom why no one had ever called
him that before. Or, perhaps more to the point, why he liked it so damn much.

After that Eric made a point never to stop calling him that. Slowly changing
his preconceptions about the world, and perhaps more importantly-himself one
blush at a time.

He'd even said it on the phone the day everything had fallen apart. Shakey and
harsh with the vowels as he tried to understand him through the garbled pitch
of distant sirens and confused shouting.

"Babe- don't- I'm coming home. I'm going to try'- they are evacuating the
subway. They wont tell us- Don't go outside. They lied. It isn't riots. It's
not- don't let them- babe? Aaron? Aaron?!"

He was used to hearing that word come out of Eric's mouth all sorts of ways.
Sometimes it was breathy and stuttered with building pleasure as his body
curled underneath his. Sometimes it was tight and frustrated - like it had been
in the house in Alexandria before he'd left with Rick and the others. Sometimes
it was pitched low and soft with kisses. Light and fluttering happy as he
breezed through their apartment before he left for work. Smelling like coffee,
hazelnut creamer, and that bottle of cologne he'd gotten for his birthday a
couple months before.

But for some reason, when the people from the junkyard closed in around them,
something told him he'd get to hear it again.
This wasn't Negan.
They weren't Negan.
So that meant they had a chance.
A chance to get out of this alive and maybe even for the better.
Maybe.

Because god knows at the end of the day, he needed that - he needed Eric - like
oxygen.
***** "In House (working experience) - Caryl *****
Chapter Summary
     - Because the caryl fandom has zero chill right now
He had her god damned panties half off when he was forced to admit something
he'd managed to get this far pretty much avoiding. Mostly because of the
screaming bullshit that was their life these days.

He didn't have a single fucking idea what he was doing and that wasn't even the
worst of his problems. The worst was the hard on he was trying not to grind
into her sheets. Knowing at this point he was probably going to stain 'em
anyway. Which she'd figure out about sooner or later and never mention because
that was how she was and fuck if any of them really deserved her.

Especially him.

The underthings she was wear were light blue with small patterned flowers that
kind of made his eyes cross when he tried to get a good look. And he had. A
lot. Taking in every inch of her he could without making it obvious he was
gawking. But yeah- he had to admit his priorities had ranged south of the
border pretty darn quick.

The elastic was just tight enough enough against her navel to pull slightly
sheer and see through. Giving him a damning glimpse of neat dark hair and-

He swallowed hard. Coughin' slightly into the curl of his fist as his lungs
decided to chose that moment to get on his case about that half pack of
cigarettes he'd gone through waiting on the sly for Ezekiel to finally fucking
leave. Knowing that he'd already broke whatever fraction of a moment they'd had
when she shifted across the mattress and lifted her head to look at him.
Expression soft, encouraging, and fuck- yeah, even challenging with that god
damned raised eyebrow of hers.

Fuck, man.

She knew it too.

Course she did.

Only thing was, the next time his eyes darted down, there was a dot of wet
across the fabric right at the center of her.
And shit- it wasn't like he was some virgin or nothin'.
Fuck, no.
But- christ, he might as well have been when it came to this.

It wasn't like he didn't know nothing. He'd seen the wank rags and the pornos.
The ones where men- hell even other women went down on the leading lady. Both
sides seeming to enjoy themselves a hell of a lot in the process. There'd been
a reason Merle had shelled out cash every month to keep the internet running.
But that didn't change the fact that he'd never-

He thumbed the spot of wet with a careful stroke of his thumb. Tracing the seam
of her as she shifted again, hungry this time. Hips moving into the press
fractionally. Like half of her was already playing hard to get.

He had a feeling there was a learning curve involved.

And yet-

Fake it till you make it, lil' bro.

He frowned, not wanting Merle's ghost anywhere near any of this. Choosing
instead to test out his shiny new sack as he dragged his stubble soft-like down
the inner of her thigh. Making her hum and sigh as his cock throbbed in
response.

He cocked his head, considering, before he did it again.

Still, Merle usually had a point when it came to the important shit.
***** Caryl - 7x10 inspired *****
She didn’t collapse against the door when she closed it behind her. 
She’d never been that dramatic.
Or just that kind of person, she supposed.
But what she did do was take a deep breath. Lungs flirting with the candle-
flickering oxygen and carbon as the last hints of him filtered off into the
nothing. Wondering off-handedly what the rest of the hours left before morning
might have looked like if she’d given in to that quiet little part of her that
wanted him to stay.
Because god- had she wanted that...
***** Tobin at Oceanside - for anon *****
Chapter Summary
     Prompt: Tobin is gonna be the love muffin of Oceanside. ALL the
     ladies will love that sweet bit of plaid awesomeness.
They were walking the shore looking for tidal pools and mussels when they saw
him. A lone figure wavering on the smooth plane where sand met water. Letting
the waves hush over his bare toes - legs almost painfully pale where his jeans
had been rucked up to mid-calf. Something that her and her friends might have
made fun of before all this, giggling about how how and hairy, now just looked
painfully and endearingly human.

She yanked Rachel down with her. Hiding behind some driftwood as the figure
gradually took shape in the morning haze. She fixed Rachel with a hard look -
something she hoped the girl wouldn't mouth off to - before pointed at him
through the bare, overturned roots of the stump they were hiding behind.

The truth was he was hard to miss. He was tall. Taller than anyone back home -
even before the Saviors had come. He had broad shoulders and a strong looking
chest. More to the point, he didn't look like the people they usually saw these
days. The ones with the hunger-pinched faces, tattered clothes and dry coughs.
The ones that were just passing through, on their way to somewhere better. She
liked to think so, anyway.

The sea seemed to draw them here, even if it was only for a little while.

Just like it had drawn people when the world was still what it used to be.

And this man was no exception.

He wasn't a bobber, that much was obvious. Least not yet. He was in that
between place. With the look of someone who'd been more or less well fed until
a couple weeks ago. Someone who wasn't used to an empty stomach. Someone like
Tara. He'd had a place. A good place. But he wasn't there anymore. Instead, he
was was dirty and blood spattered. Body language wavering tired and hunted as
he faced the sea. The salt-breeze kicking up the strands of his hair as he
closed his eyes into the early warmth of the sun.

She wondered if he'd always liked the sea.

Had he ever been here?

Had he stopped here before, when the world was still theirs?

What was he thinking about?

Who?

"I want to see!" Rachel hissed, worming her way under her arm to peer through a
gap in the driftwood. "Who is it? Is it a-"

She didn't think much of it when Rachel went quiet beside her. Not at first
anyway. Too busy sending up a mental prayer that he wouldn't come this way.
That he'd just leave and she could tell Natania the truth when they got back.
That they saw a man but he moved on - just like the others.

There'd only been one since Tara.

An old man with fresh vomit air-drying down the sides of his jeans and a
wrapped up cut on the side of his right thigh. Beatrice had been convinced it
was a bite. Watching him poking at the innards of one of the cars left
abandoned on the side of the road. Kathy had disagreed, pointing at his
screwdriver as the man unscrewed a part from under the hood and stuffed it in
his backpack. Saying what infected person would be carrying on like that? Like
they had a future?

"Daddy," she breathed.

Her double take was about three seconds too late because by then Rachel was
already moving. Scrambling through the sand with scuffed knees and elbows. Hair
flying out behind her like a banner as her stick clattered to the ground. Point
bouncing, nearly clipping her ankles as she sprinted across the pebbling sand.

"Daddy!"

The man's head jerked up. Faster than static shock lancing from the finger tips
or a gun blast to the temple. Bare feet temporarily burying themselves in the
sand as his heels rotated through a wobbling turn. One hand coming up, shading
his eyes from the glare before-

"Rachel? Rachel!"

The most surprising thing was that he said it.

Not her.

And that he met Rachel running. Swinging her up in his arms like she weighed
nothing. Like he didn't even mind her wrapping herself around him, clinging
faster and tighter than she'd ever seen. Crying into his neck as he whispered
her name like a prayer. Holding her like she was everything until his legs gave
out and they were half sprawled across the sand. Pressing kisses into her hair
and shuddering with deep, racking sobs while she just stood there - gun in
hand. Wondering if the world was really gone after all.
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"Where did you come from?" Natania asked later. Looking surprisingly fond as
the man - Tobin, his name was Tobin - tucked into his forth helping of fish
stew. The house seemed jammed packed, like all the women in the camp wanted to
meet him. Whispering not to subtly to one another as he smiled at them shyly
every so often. Like he wasn't used to the attention but didn't want any of
them to think he was being rude. She would already seen Sissa more or less
oogling him. And considering the odds she really didn't want to be around when
the interested parties figured out there was only so much to go around.

"A community. We found it not long after the start. We made it ours. But it's
gone now. They're all gone. Taken," Tobin answered, sobering slightly as Rachel
looked up at him. Hands not once leaving his empty belt loops. Like if she
looked away too long he'd be gone and this would just be some dream she'd
almost allowed herself to believe.

"I owe you all, for taking care of Rachel," he started again, shaking his head
and setting down his spoon in mid-bite. "I've been trying to find the words,
but I don't think they exist. This is more than I ever thought-"

A collective murmur spread across the room when he broke off, overcome. Tipping
his head against Rachel's with an affectionate hush. Tucking a strand of her
hair away from her face before she buried back into his chest. Clutching him
tightly.

Natania clearly had more questions but politely allowed the conversation to
split down a different stream. Seeming content to let the current take them
where he wanted for now as she patted his arm encouragingly.

"How did it happen?" she asked gently. "Rachel's mother...your wife...she was
with us for a long time. I'm sorry she isn't with us now. She was lovely."
Tobin only nodded, shaking his head near the end like the conflict was
necessary.

"This is enough," he issued, blinking quickly until the gleam of tears looked
more like an accessory than a threat. "I've spent all this time believing I was
the only one left. That I was alone. I even- I let myself forget sometimes.
Pretending they were all with me. Back where I was, I found myself slipping,
talking about them like they were there. Sometimes I'd wake up in a cold sweat
and turn the house upside down looking for them before I realized. So, to have
Rachel, it's everything."

"I understand," Natania replied quietly.

"When it all started we were headed to the safe zone, we heard about it on the
radio. There was a bunch of us from the neighborhood. People we'd known all our
lives, we all went together. People all over were splitting up and taking their
chances and we watched through Ray's binoculars as they were picked off one by
one. The roads were too congested. So we all decided to try for it together.
Safety in numbers and all that. Me and Ruby took both cars. She didn't want
too, she wanted us to stay together. But I told her- I told her it just made
sense. That if something happened she could still get away with the kids. We
made it to the safe zone. We were in line for registration when Ray and I got
pulled aside by some of the military there. They wanted to know where something
was- never did figure out what. Because after that, before I could even find
them in the crowd, everything just- imploded. They let someone in, I guess-
someone bit and-"

"We couldn't get to you," Rachel murmured waveringly, tears clinging to her
lashes as she looked up at him. "The biters got Trey. I couldn't stop them,
Dad, I couldn't-"

"Shhhh..." Tobin hushed, pushing back in his chair and bringing her up into his
lap as he held her tightly - cheeks wet. A private memorial that seemed to thin
the crowd of watchers out of pure deference alone. "It's okay. I have you. And
I'm not going anywhere. Never again, got that?"

He'd lost a son and a wife.

But he'd found Rachel.

That had to mean something.

It was a piece.

God knows what all of them would give for the same.

"We can talk in the morning," Natania murmured, rubbing Rachel's back
soothingly as the man slowly got to his feet. Holding her with the kind of
grace that was both practiced and effortless. "Cyndie will show you to your
cabin. Take your time, Tobin. You're safe here. I know its early and we're
strangers to you, but please believe me when I tell you, your home."

She wasn't sure who Tobin surprised more when he turned, smile wan.

"No where is safe anymore, ma'am. Not even here. I used to think that. But I
was wrong. The place I was from? Alexandria? We thought we had it all figured
out. We had the walls. The guns. Even the people. We learned. We fought. And it
still wasn't enough. No where is safe. That's just a lie you can believe until
the world proves different. Believe me, I should know."

The silence he left in his wake made her think of the spaces between the
breathes Tara had taken before she'd taken off running across the bridge.

Alexandria.

Tara.

If Tobin noticed the looks they exchanged he didn't say anything. Leaving them
to their thoughts as she closed her eyes on the tears threatening to fall.
Fists clenched as she tried to imagine Tara how she'd been. Safe on the other
side of that bridge.
It had been the end of one story and the start of another.
That was what she'd always liked to imagine, anyway.
That Tara was out there somewhere.
That she'd made it back home.
Back to her girlfriend.
And now-
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"Are you the only one?" she asked, as Rachel slid sleepily off Tobin's shoulder
and wandered into the cabin to get the flashlight. Catching him in mid-turn
with a hand on his arm. The plaid of his shirt dark with streaked dirt and old
blood. "From your community, I mean?"

Tobin ducked his head, waiting until Rachel was safely out of earshot before he
answered - eyes punched dark with hollows that warped and deepened in the low
light.

"The ones the Savior's didn't kill outright when our leader's plan didn't work
were fed to the walkers while we watched. They laughed while they did
it.Laughed. I only got away because when they pushed me over the wall someone
was screaming - they'd missed taking one of the knives, I guess. Someone -
Eric, I think - managed to stab one of them before they tossed him over. I was
able to hide under the bodies - the one's that hadn't turned yet. The walkers
didn't notice and the Saviors didn't seem to care. Figured I was already dead
or something. Those the walkers didn't get got picked off from the walls before
they could make it into the trees. I managed to wait till sundown. I made a
break for it when the others started turning. I stayed in the area for a couple
days, thinking there had to be others. That I couldn't be the only one. But
there weren't. There all gone, all of them. And honestly, I wouldn't wish that
feeling on anyone."

She nodded mutely. Saying goodnight before turning back into the leafy-dark.

It seemed appropriate, in a sad way.

That someone from Tara's community would make it here.

That someone from her community would end up meaning so much to theirs.

It felt like a sign.

A symbol to something she didn't want to put a name too quite yet.

Not putting it past the world to make a mockery of it before the night was
over.

But oh, if she were a betting woman...
***** Carol/Daryl - pregnancy *****
Chapter Summary
     anon asked for: Okay but a fic where Carol was with Daryl and had a
     pregnancy scare and it had to be brought up because they haven't
     slept together yet? Dun dun dun... *whispers* (it might be Tobin's.)
The rush of bare feet against the tiles woke him up.

But if it hadn’t, the sudden rush of her vomiting into the toilet would have.

Not even she could make that sound anything less then ugly.

He released his grip on the buck knife he kept under his pillow in stages.
Rubbing at his eyes as sleep crusted off - filtering down across the creased
linen sheets that still smelled like her. Hearing a sigh and then the sound of
the toilet flushing as his feet curled in on themselves - hovering just above
the fall-cold floor like the part of him that wasn't worried was looking for an
excuse to hunker back down under the covers.

It wasn’t until he realized she wasn’t coming back that he finally committed to
the idea. Deliberately leaving his shirt where he’d left it the night before -
crumpled on the floor. Refusing to give into the temptation to cover himself as
the bright lights above the bathroom mirror reflected just about as damning a
reflection as he was used to.

“Alright?” he asked, voice raspy-rough as he peered around the half-open door.
Nose twitching at the lingering curl of upset stomach acids. Taking a quiet
step inside when she didn’t move from where she was sitting on the floor. Head
on top of her arms. All pale skin on freckles, surround by more pale skin. A
hundred thousand constellations that now included more then it’s fair share of
spidering scars.

“I’m late, Daryl,” she said, more or less muffled in her arms as the sound of
someone tip-toeing down the hall echoed into the early morning quiet. 

Oh.

For a long moment he didn’t really have the words.

They were too heavy for him to hold.
Caught somewhere in the middle of every single emotion that rose up, before-

“Okay,” he said. Wincing a bit at how it came out. Flippant and not much of
anything in the scheme of things. Nothing that equaled the fact that both of
them knew this was the fifth morning in a row and that they'd been dancing
around the fact that neither of them had even thought about using condoms. Not
that you could find then much these days, anyway.

“Okay?” she parroted. Looking up at him for the first time. Face basically
saying it all. That she had no idea how to deal with any of this fucking mess.
But there was only one of them who hadn't made an art form out of running away
from their problems. And it sure as shit wasn’t him.

"Yeah," he answered. More sure of it this time around as he inched a bit
closer. Weary, like he knew things could turn wrong on him at any moment, but
willing to get bitten anyway as he leaned down and helped her up. Hands
flirting with the thin of all those porcelain bird-bones she had for ribs. Just
another reminder of how breakable she was underneath that strength they all
relied on. Himself included.

He got her settled back in bed before padding over to the sink to fill up the
glass of water she'd left on the counter the night before. Bringing it over for
her to slip before he slunk back around to his side and slipped in beside her.
Skimming cold toes down her calf as she jumped minutely at the chill - nearly
spilling water everywhere.

"Daryl-"

The thing was, it was okay.

Surprisingly.

He wasn't stupid.

And well, if she was- they'd deal with it the way she wanted.

He'd be here either way.

"Daryl?"

This time it was gentle. Careful. Apologetic. Different enough that it made him
look over at her from the crux where his face met the pillow. 

"I don't know if I am.... but- I also don't know if it's-"
Yours.

The pause was loaded.

"It don't matter," he told her quietly. Meaning it in the only honest way he
really had.

The truth was, having a kid had never been something he figured he'd ever get
around to. No less want. He figured he would have landed in jail or just plain
died before he had to worry about any of that bullshit. The Dixon name wasn't
really something he'd ever thought was worth passing on anyway. Just a whole
lot of shit, bad blood and the lingering taint of his mother's tears and the
singe of fire that had the ability to turn the past into some sort of a weapon.
He wasn't a fucking scientist. But he knew that some family lines didn't need
to be passed on. The world was better without them.
It did matter, though.
Just not in the way she might think.

He thought about Shane and the way you could see the crazy building in the back
of his eyes on the farm.

Still, if she was, he didn't take Tobin to be that kind of man.

He'd never asked her about that part.

Why she'd taken up with him in the first place.

Weren't none of his business.

But he knew enough to know that when they'd finally gotten around to putting a
label on what they'd been working up to all the way since that camp outside
Atlanta, what they had was the real thing. 

She didn't say anything.

She didn't have too.

Her eyes did it for her.

"Try 'n get some sleep," he coaxed, as she slowly unspooled and found him
across the mattress. Snuggling close as the feathers of her hair tickled his
chin. "We'll talk to Maggie in the morning."
***** Erebus - Daryl - Tart *****
Chapter Summary
     Because Norman sucks sometimes.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Death was a tart.
She flirted between the realm of life and death like a puff of seeds fresh off
a weed.
Drowning those that forgot to respect her.
While saving others, seconds from tipping into the yawning brink.
In the same way life was so often depicted as a doting mother, so was death.
Just as attentive.
Just as nurturing.
Just as womanly with her hidden curves and secret ways.
She gave, but she also took away.
Just like any parent would, for the good of their child.
It was the way of things.
At least that was what some drunk asshole in a rundown bar on the hind-end of
Georgia had muttered into his whiskey like some sort of slur one night just
before closing.
And while he wasn't really someone who gave much of a crap about all that deep,
profound shit, it'd stuck with him anyway.
Not that he figured any woman out there was a tart.
Fuck that.
He might have lost his momma young, but he'd been raised right, at least where
that shit was concerned.
Merle's voice was strong in his head sometimes.
It was stronger than it outta be, if he was being honest.
But at the end of the day he was still his momma's youngest.
And that meant something.
If death was a woman, she was worth the same respect as anyone.
'Sides, he'd seen enough shit in his life to know not to bite the hand that fed
him.
Still, he wondered sometimes- especially when the world had gone to shit,
exactly who'd been responsible for hurting her.
Chapter End Notes
     Erebus, primordial god of darkness.
***** Judith - Carl's memory *****
Chapter Summary
     Based on the idea of Judith not remembering Carl, despite the photo.
He watched as she skimmed her fingers down the worn, glossy print of the
Polaroid. Tucking her dirty blond hair behind her ear as he waited. Every line
and shadow precious as Carl’s smiling face looked up at him. Young and perfect
in spite of all the years that’d passed since they’d lost him.
Judith was his age now.
Seemed impossible, but she was.
She was the best of them in a lot of ways. Stronger. But harder too. She’d
spent a long time holding onto his old hat, but now she wore her own. A
baseball cap with a logo she didn’t understand. She told him she just liked the
color. She’d never asked what the words or the design meant. Just like a lot of
things that’d come before, she didn’t care to make the connection. It didn’t
matter to her in the same way it did to them.
She used to be curious.
He missed those days.
These days she was learning the ropes from Maggie. Buzzing between Alexandria
and the Hilltop- sometimes spending weeks at a time at the Kingdom with Carol
and Daryl before cycling back home. He had a feeling she would be the one to
take over for him here someday soon. And he figured they’d be better for it.
She had her mother’s heart, but the kind of steel that ensured no one- not even
the living could do much to phase her.
Shane would have liked that.
She shrugged, breaking him out of his thoughts as she pressed the photo back
into his hand. Fingers brushing his as Carl’s face looked up a him. Reminding
him that right there, in that moment, his son had known this would be the last-
“Sorry Dad, I just don’t remember.”
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